School, trains, and The Devil
Just had a bad start for the day but at least everything's not as bad as it looks like... I just dropped by the comp lab to kill some time before I get down to studying both for my exams (midterms is scheduled next week and with the kind of grades I'm having, I need to so damn hellishly catch up *damn course*) and that darned quiz bee tomorrow (not that I was chosen or anything. I was just forced into it just coz my classmates signed up). Geez... Those two are really bothering me now so damn much. The quiz bee scheduled tom will cover topics which I have so damn hellishly forgotten or intentionally deleted from my brain. And what's amking me freak out mroe is the fact that ebing the 4th year in the group, your teammates suppose that you know EVERYTHING just because you've covered it already. Yes, that should be the case but come the freakin' hell on, Eco had been like two-three eyars ago and I don't even like the subject (skipped a class intentionally but that was to review for my major subject later that day *palusot ang loka*). Tax was like a major disaster to me (3rd highest during the midterm exams but wasn't able to reach 85 in my final grade *yeah I'm stupid*). And P1, that damned P1 which was the start of the hell that I went through. Fine, I took Fin Acc 1 twice but my heart wasn't really into it, took the 2 parts Fin Acc 2 with the intention of just finsihing the term and shifting to BS Journ (Don't ask why I'm still here, it's just a long story *and in my mind, a bad decision*) but I'm so not ready for this.... I could've jsut turned it down but they were imploring and I know they're going through a headache with all the preparations and people notw anting to join. Fine, it's my fault and I have to suffer for it...
I've been in a rush to go to school but when I got to the train station I was told that they ran out of stored value tickets (fer goodness' sake!) and the next person almost shoved me out of the way when I was just getting some smaller bills to pay for my ticket. That could be forgiven a bit but when this lady got into the train and just clung onto the handrail and stepped on my shoe, I was ready to make raise hell right there and then (unintentionally I stepped on the back of her shoes when I jerked my shoe free. Had little regrets but I temporarily kileld my conscience at that time) but just concentrated on Comet Cloud which was playing in my mp3 player. That's why I have this love-hate relationship with trains and teh people in it. My classmates might think of me as choosy or even "maarte" just because I don't ride crowded trains. But the reason is, I don't want to be in crammped up places where people will do anything just to get in an out even if they shove you, step on you, and even trample you. I just hate being pushed around and I hate people who care about nothing but to get on or off the train.
I should've written this last Monday but I was busy rejoicing the cancelaltion of the quiz bee so I'm going to post it now. This happened last Saturday, after I spent 3 hours dl-ing the Ryuu no Gotoku dvd and cramping ti into my usb (deleting the whole Gravitation OVA, Fuyu no Semi, Saiyuki Urasai, Saiyuki Gunlock ep 7, and Saiyuki ep 22 int he process) only to find out that it was already past 9 pm in my watch. I was supposed to go home at bout 7:30 and since dl process isn't finished yet I decided to log out at 8 pm, until it came to 9 pm. I only dl-ed 3 parts but I had to stop coz my mom will hellishly kill me if I go home later than that. And so I packed and paid and was out of the shop when I realized that I left my flash disk behind (major stupidity). And upon arriving at the platform, I opened my mp3 player to have my usual music when I was surprised that Kimi no Tame ni Dekiru Koto played. I was like (^_^;) Magparinig ba!?!?! I don't know what other people think when i went home all smiling and snickering but I don't care... On another note, earlier that day while me and Jen were ranting and whining about what's hapepning to class, I happent o show her the Gackt quotes i pasted on my notebooks and I ended up giving her my extra copies of the quotes. Just can't help but to be amazed by that man and how he can make people smile or inspire people up... :D
Am supposed to rant about White Albel today but I just don't need something to piss me off today. I'll just save the rants for another day...