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So I dressed up for the first time today in like... months. I forgot how good I look dressed up... call it an ego booster... or something.
I love the way I've been feeling lately. Things have been so good. I am still trying to find myself in all this mess that is a brain, and for that matter I am trying to find God, and what he or it truly is. The mind is tricky, for it cannot truly understand what it would be like for it to not exist, and it will fight with itself forever trying to prove some higher power. The one's who have never doubted him, are the ones who are most afraid... I HAVE determined that. I spent one night crying my eyes out in fear of what I am doing with my life, and whether anyone's life meant anything other than that of the tiniest ant on the sidewalk. Yeah this may be a little weird for some of you to read me write, but I dunno. Life these days doesn't seem very meaningful.
I just need to go out on a few dates and have some fun. Someone save me from the monotony. Please!
and I guess the true problem is that I'm not truly interested in anyone right now... or a relationship really. I just wanna have fun with someone and get back into the game...
I got many compliments on my looks today... by the way... it feels great.
Plus I bought an xbox and xbox live and I hardly play cause I feel like my life is being wasted away, but when I do.... I kick ass
one more thing..... if you haven't listened to Runnin Block by Toby Keith... you should
"Runnin' Block"
My buddy said his girlfriend is as pretty as can be
He said help a brother out tonight and come double date with me
She's gotta a baby sister and they're headed into town
They're lookin' for a good time
They're fun to be around
I said what do she look like?
He scratched his head and stated
"She was a home comin' football queen before she graduated.
We'll wine and dine and do 'em fine
and really double date 'em
Then take 'em back to the motel six and
Try to seperate 'em.
They showed up in a pick up
They were right on time
His was kinda heafty
But not half as big as mine
I'm runnin' block
Turn the lights down low
Runnin' block
Don't want know one to know
That I tried to drink her skinny but she's still about 215
Sometimes you got to bow up
And take one for the team
She cleaned her plate at dinner
Then she ate what's left of mine
Then she wolfed down a big cheesecake as I drank all the wine
She strolled out to the padio for an after dinner cig
I said "Bro you done 'er this time and gonna owe me big
You know why?
'Cuz my brother's havin' a party
Thought you outta know
He's got coeds swimmin naked
I love the way I've been feeling lately. Things have been so good. I am still trying to find myself in all this mess that is a brain, and for that matter I am trying to find God, and what he or it truly is. The mind is tricky, for it cannot truly understand what it would be like for it to not exist, and it will fight with itself forever trying to prove some higher power. The one's who have never doubted him, are the ones who are most afraid... I HAVE determined that. I spent one night crying my eyes out in fear of what I am doing with my life, and whether anyone's life meant anything other than that of the tiniest ant on the sidewalk. Yeah this may be a little weird for some of you to read me write, but I dunno. Life these days doesn't seem very meaningful.
I just need to go out on a few dates and have some fun. Someone save me from the monotony. Please!
and I guess the true problem is that I'm not truly interested in anyone right now... or a relationship really. I just wanna have fun with someone and get back into the game...
I got many compliments on my looks today... by the way... it feels great.
Plus I bought an xbox and xbox live and I hardly play cause I feel like my life is being wasted away, but when I do.... I kick ass
one more thing..... if you haven't listened to Runnin Block by Toby Keith... you should
"Runnin' Block"
My buddy said his girlfriend is as pretty as can be
He said help a brother out tonight and come double date with me
She's gotta a baby sister and they're headed into town
They're lookin' for a good time
They're fun to be around
I said what do she look like?
He scratched his head and stated
"She was a home comin' football queen before she graduated.
We'll wine and dine and do 'em fine
and really double date 'em
Then take 'em back to the motel six and
Try to seperate 'em.
They showed up in a pick up
They were right on time
His was kinda heafty
But not half as big as mine
I'm runnin' block
Turn the lights down low
Runnin' block
Don't want know one to know
That I tried to drink her skinny but she's still about 215
Sometimes you got to bow up
And take one for the team
She cleaned her plate at dinner
Then she ate what's left of mine
Then she wolfed down a big cheesecake as I drank all the wine
She strolled out to the padio for an after dinner cig
I said "Bro you done 'er this time and gonna owe me big
You know why?
'Cuz my brother's havin' a party
Thought you outta know
He's got coeds swimmin naked