Nov 15, 2005 13:33
i think i have lost everyone in des moines...
jon has his g/f to busy to call.. and i hope he doesn't ditch me again when i go see his play..
dan.. he has drifted away
eric.. well he is just a douche bag who can't handle being rejected (cause i was sick) so he stopped talking to me
ryan.. well actually he is still obessed with me..
just everyone.. no one calls.. no one writes.. i sit at home in my apt all alone hoping just hoping i can go home and there i can linger around.. but at least there will be my parents..
and well i don't think i will be hanging with many other people while i am home.. if you want to get ahold of me.. you can contact me. but i don't know if i will respond..
i am just falling apart at the seams.. i wish someone would save me