May 21, 2005 02:15
today i had a revelation.. ok actually at 2:15am.....
i think my 18yr old cat is finally on his way to cat heaven.. he has just started to moan almost at early hours.. i'll be crushed.. but if its his time its his time..
his eating really isn;t great cause he will sometimes get really picky and i think there may be some enternal problems.. i just want him to go peacefully.. thats all ..
he helped me through some tough tough times when i was a child.. i don't know how i would have survived my mother...
oh but on a lighter note.. The other night me dan and ryan were all sitting watching TV at my house.. and what started to fly around??? A BAT now i am used to them in the attic sometimes .. it is freaky at first when you have a sweeping bat flying around your head.. finally we did get it out.. but i wish we could have caught it cause its always more fun to release it.. i have petted one and i have found 2 total that were hanging on my hangers in my closet under a shirt.. it was kinda cool.. they are a beautiful creature to watch fly i have to say..
anyway thats all.. just early morning thoughts...
**i got out all day... it was so lovely!**