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LAUREN IS HOME!!!
that was just the face i needed to see in outback tonite
does anyone else feel
like the older you get...
the less your family cares?
i called my dad this evening after work to vent some frustration
and mid-story he tells me he has to go...
he had another call that was more important (at 10:30 at night mind you)
i get home and mom is all lovey dovey with her boyfriend
who is now living with us
serving SUCKED tonight
i would just like to say...
$2.75 plus stealing my salt and pepper shakers is NOT...
i repeat
...NOT a sufficient tip for a bill of $78.10
yes, im a new server
yes, i was double sat
no, im not that horrible
BLAH!!!
i went to church again today and REALLY enjoyed it!
i learned this:
"forgiveness is giving up the possibility of a better past"
that in itself has already helped me
ive been holding on to my relationship with darin for so long
wondering how i could've made the past better
but i couldn't have
and theres no use worrying about it anymore
i loved him with all i had
and offered all i could
some day, someone WILL appreciate that
and won't take it for granted
rachel and i met for breakfast then headed to northland this morning
and who do we see...
Daniel...the hottie from the senior trip we went on last march
he sat with us...not next to me unfortunately
but hopefully ill see him again before he goes back to school
nothing like blue eyed, brown haired christian boys :)
but then again ive been doing some thinking lately
it'd be completely pointless for me to get into a relationship now
school and work are both going full force
and im doing better than the "typical christine" should be
im actually INTERESTED in my classes
and i actually make time for homework
of course it would be nice to have someone to cuddle with
but thats what pillows are for :)
and of course it would be nice to have someone to confide in all the time
but thats what my WONDERFUL friends are for
and of course it would be nice to have someone to have crazy fun times with
but thats what my fellow outbackers, plus a few more people, offer me
spring break is this week
even if i dont go anywhere
(though the beach is on tuesday)
ill be completely content with:
relaxing at home
sleeping in
my jacuzzi
seeing my best friend again
that was just the face i needed to see in outback tonite
does anyone else feel
like the older you get...
the less your family cares?
i called my dad this evening after work to vent some frustration
and mid-story he tells me he has to go...
he had another call that was more important (at 10:30 at night mind you)
i get home and mom is all lovey dovey with her boyfriend
who is now living with us
serving SUCKED tonight
i would just like to say...
$2.75 plus stealing my salt and pepper shakers is NOT...
i repeat
...NOT a sufficient tip for a bill of $78.10
yes, im a new server
yes, i was double sat
no, im not that horrible
BLAH!!!
i went to church again today and REALLY enjoyed it!
i learned this:
"forgiveness is giving up the possibility of a better past"
that in itself has already helped me
ive been holding on to my relationship with darin for so long
wondering how i could've made the past better
but i couldn't have
and theres no use worrying about it anymore
i loved him with all i had
and offered all i could
some day, someone WILL appreciate that
and won't take it for granted
rachel and i met for breakfast then headed to northland this morning
and who do we see...
Daniel...the hottie from the senior trip we went on last march
he sat with us...not next to me unfortunately
but hopefully ill see him again before he goes back to school
nothing like blue eyed, brown haired christian boys :)
but then again ive been doing some thinking lately
it'd be completely pointless for me to get into a relationship now
school and work are both going full force
and im doing better than the "typical christine" should be
im actually INTERESTED in my classes
and i actually make time for homework
of course it would be nice to have someone to cuddle with
but thats what pillows are for :)
and of course it would be nice to have someone to confide in all the time
but thats what my WONDERFUL friends are for
and of course it would be nice to have someone to have crazy fun times with
but thats what my fellow outbackers, plus a few more people, offer me
spring break is this week
even if i dont go anywhere
(though the beach is on tuesday)
ill be completely content with:
relaxing at home
sleeping in
my jacuzzi
seeing my best friend again