Jul 31, 2010 13:15
Sometimes I really don't get people.
What a person presents himself or herself as can be entirely different and that is quite scary. The best rule that I can go by now is whatever someone seems to be - he or she is the exactly opposite. If a guy says, "I'm a nice guy," he's an asshole and a player. If a girl seems to be the sweetest girl in the room, she's most likely the biggest whore in the room. Note, these are my convoluted opinions. And to me, they are certain truths.
The more and more I learn about people, the less I trust them. The same goes for the person that I'm supposed to trust the most. I have this feeling that I'm probably making one of the biggest mistakes of my life... but why not take a leap every now and then? I can't be disappointed any more than I already am, so why not?
The lesson of the day is to have such low expectations to where all you can do is go up.
And I'm sick and tired of being happy one day and being so mad the next that I could spit on someone. Yes, I have a problem... but what should I do about it?