Weird dreams
First one was almost a nightmare, but I wasn't scared. I was in a house. 7 people were murdered. Skinned. we only found skin, anyway... dried out like rawhide or parchment. We only found skin of 5 people, so there was talk about having to go dig up the coffins of others to get some skin. Apparently we had to use the skin to catch the killer.
A Freddy Kreuger type of person if I remember correctly.
There was a closet I had to climb up into to look for things... I was most scared then, but only slightly wary, as if I could become a victim, but had no real fear.
Then the dream shifted and I was driving around. I went to this one house, where Shaun DuBois and his dad lived or something. They were part of this. They lost his sister or something to this murderer and were trying to get the house in order, I offered my services if there was anything I could do. "ANYTHING," with that look in my eye. He denied help at the first offer, then smiled and said he might have something I could do. I smiled back and left.
Then I was at my mom's house again, in the upstairs bathroom sitting on the counter going through papers, putting them in order because white and yellow (and pink?) were all mixed up. I was moving the yellow ones around and talking to some people. I think Kacie was there. I asked people if they remembered Shaun or Ashley (Shaun was either living with Ash or eventually turned into him or something at the house, when I was talking to him). At least one or two girls replied immediately with "OMG they are assholes, and their kids are pains in the asses." Or something very close to that. Ok... well, i knew that the Ashley thing would get that response. It usually does, but I was very wanting Ash again, he apologised... missed me. Lol.
Anyway, I woke up with several feelings of guilt this morning. It's manifesting itself in my stomach. real guilt. fear I may have infected someone. guilt over not doing things I said I would. guilt over not communicating correctly... *sigh* time to remedy some of that.
and no, I would never do anything with Ashley again except maybe talk to him and maybe eventually give him a hug... eventually. Lol. maybe after a much needed punch or kick in the ass.
~JR
A Freddy Kreuger type of person if I remember correctly.
There was a closet I had to climb up into to look for things... I was most scared then, but only slightly wary, as if I could become a victim, but had no real fear.
Then the dream shifted and I was driving around. I went to this one house, where Shaun DuBois and his dad lived or something. They were part of this. They lost his sister or something to this murderer and were trying to get the house in order, I offered my services if there was anything I could do. "ANYTHING," with that look in my eye. He denied help at the first offer, then smiled and said he might have something I could do. I smiled back and left.
Then I was at my mom's house again, in the upstairs bathroom sitting on the counter going through papers, putting them in order because white and yellow (and pink?) were all mixed up. I was moving the yellow ones around and talking to some people. I think Kacie was there. I asked people if they remembered Shaun or Ashley (Shaun was either living with Ash or eventually turned into him or something at the house, when I was talking to him). At least one or two girls replied immediately with "OMG they are assholes, and their kids are pains in the asses." Or something very close to that. Ok... well, i knew that the Ashley thing would get that response. It usually does, but I was very wanting Ash again, he apologised... missed me. Lol.
Anyway, I woke up with several feelings of guilt this morning. It's manifesting itself in my stomach. real guilt. fear I may have infected someone. guilt over not doing things I said I would. guilt over not communicating correctly... *sigh* time to remedy some of that.
and no, I would never do anything with Ashley again except maybe talk to him and maybe eventually give him a hug... eventually. Lol. maybe after a much needed punch or kick in the ass.
~JR