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so yeah..........yesterday was the one-act competition...zone a......blah.....we didn't advance.........oh well.........i knew it from the moment we finished the show that it wasn't our best performance......that we weren't gonna advance..............ha.........yeah.....i started crying......i couldn't help it........i think i scared ruben......cuz he was right there on my right, and i just like went to him and cried on his shoulder.......heh........and man.........not that i don't appreciate it.....but when something like that happens......like.....i'd rather not hear anybody try to cheer me up..........like last semester with band when we got a 2.......everyone was trying to cheer me up........i mean, i understand that people just wanna be nice and all.....but to me.....it's like.....well i don't wanna say annoying.....i just.....i don't wanna hear anything right there and then.......and then juana was all trying to make me laugh.....and it kinda worked....but like i just laughed to humor him........i wished he would've stopped......but oh well........at least he was being nice..........heh..............you know something?......i was actually under so much pressure that when it was all completely off, it made me physically sick.......that's never happened before......i never thought it COULD happen......i just thought that those people who would get sick were like, just being all exagerrating a bit............well......i guess not......it actually does happen...........after we left the SAC, we headed over to the hotel again........and man, did i feel like throwing up soooo bad.................so we were gonna leave, and everyone was gonna go eat at whataburger..............well like, we all went there together......and i sooo didn't wanna go, just cuz i felt really sick...............so well yeah, before we left i was loading stuff in donna's truck.....and then i felt myself just about to throw up............so i ran inside, and well.....i did...........it hurt really bad.........i don't know if i've thrown up like that before...........ha....yeah...........well i felt better......so i went to whataburger.........i cried some more there, with dennisse and donna and ellie and monico.....................i kept getting chills in the restaurant.............blah.........i felt really hot last night when i tried to go to sleep.....heh.........i woke up today.....and i kept going back to sleep and waking up......i feel really lightheaded..............but i need to get out of the house.........it's bothering me just being here all day.....i feel like i'm locked up or something.........so i'm gonna head over to watch the plays..............united starts at 7 and martin at 8.........i'm gonna go watch them.......and then come home......and do whatever homework i missed today.............ugh......whatever.........i feel very....blah...........and you know, its funny, i didn't eat anything today.........i drank a small cup of OJ earlier.....and just right now i consumed a light strawberry yogurt or something like that.......and a small can of pineapple/orange juice.....it was like blah.....i just hope i don't throw up later in the theatre :P....lol...yeah.......well......i guess i'll talk to you laterz.....bye for now