Apr 25, 2006 01:21
Life is funny. Not funny as in hilarious or comical, (although it does have those qualities quite a lot for me b/c I am a huge dork and find a lot of things to be funny.. conversation below about that part) but funny as in strange and something you wish you knew all about. As Kevin described, “having blueprints to life” which to be honest, would come in handy in a reasonable amount of cases.. but if you knew all about it, what would be the point in living it? Then Colby pointed out, “having the ending to the story” would be cool, but then knowing takes away from the chance of everything having a different possibility, b/c it’s already set in stone. All this is b/c I read a couple reflections of the 2 above mentioned boys I’ve recently become better acquainted w/ and it inspired a lot of things inside of me. I’ve had a few things in the back of my mind and no real way of knowing what they really mean. This weekend brought new feelings and when I thought I felt a certain way, turns out I really don’t. Then there are so many other variables to reflect upon and consider. What is best for ME? I don’t really know, so right now I’m riding the wave called life and enjoying every minute of it, most certainly w/ a side order of uncertainty and that's A-OK. =)
In other news.. Relay for Life SJSU was the absolute BEST!!! It turned out 10 times better than I had expected it to and I am so glad that I was a part of it. I’m even happier that we pulled it off successfully when we were worried we weren’t going to have a very big turn out. Me and my committee worked extremely hard and holy crap, it paid off. =D There were a few setbacks.. but for the most part, everything ran smoothly. Pictures and complete update next entry. (It’s already in the works, but I didn’t feel like finishing it today, so here’s what you get) =P
LiLMuZikFReeK: haha i'm so mad @ myself that i laughed while we were gonna watch you sleep
LiLMuZikFReeK: i suck ass, hahah
tehcolbysean: lol, gjob jerk.
LiLMuZikFReeK: i swear, i can never pull shit off like that EVER
LiLMuZikFReeK: i'm so lame.. i'm always like tee hee, this is so funny, giggle giggle b/c i picture in my head the reaction, or outcome and i find it funny
tehcolbysean: you just laugh a lot..and thats a very rare and good thing..
LiLMuZikFReeK: haha i love to laugh, it's my 3rd language
tehcolbysean: its infectious.. and i love that. i dont even have to find it funny one bit, i could be upset and youd laugh and id probably laugh.
LiLMuZikFReeK: lol yah, I’ve heard that about my laugh
tehcolbysean: yeah
LiLMuZikFReeK: i never thought i had a good laugh, but finally understood what ppl said when i met this guy rodney, he's one of jason's friends from the dorms in SF and HIS laugh is hilarious
tehcolbysean: haha yeah.. infectious laughs are the best
LiLMuZikFReeK: most definitely :-D
Goooooooood night! *WaVeS*
P.S. Kevin made me a CD and.. holy crap.. he is THEEEE MANNNN!! I love it! I've been dancing to it all day, w0000! *High 5*