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Happy birthday, Brian! You better do what you said you'd do today. ;-)
I'm totally hooked on the basketball tournament. It's wasting more of my time than what I can afford, but I love it (except when KU lost in the first round for the second year in a row!). Go WSU!
Well... I've only got 11 days left. I feel like I should be more jumpy. Even Gina told me on Friday that she feels as if I'm not freaked out enough and that she seems more nervous than I am. Maybe I'll become more excited when the days get closer.
Maybe I'm just used to the waiting. It seems like I've waited for way too many years. Looking back, I think I've thought of high school as "pre-college" and treated it as such. I don't know if I regret doing so, I won't truly know until maybe 30 years from now, but I do know that as each day of high school slips away, I'm getting a little bit sadder. I want to get the heck out of this place, but I want to hold on to "high school" as long as I can.
I also think that what I'm looking forward to the most on March 30 is the freedom. After then, no matter what happens on that day, I feel like I can finally be myself, the person that I haven't been since maybe 7th grade. I miss that person.
I'm totally hooked on the basketball tournament. It's wasting more of my time than what I can afford, but I love it (except when KU lost in the first round for the second year in a row!). Go WSU!
Well... I've only got 11 days left. I feel like I should be more jumpy. Even Gina told me on Friday that she feels as if I'm not freaked out enough and that she seems more nervous than I am. Maybe I'll become more excited when the days get closer.
Maybe I'm just used to the waiting. It seems like I've waited for way too many years. Looking back, I think I've thought of high school as "pre-college" and treated it as such. I don't know if I regret doing so, I won't truly know until maybe 30 years from now, but I do know that as each day of high school slips away, I'm getting a little bit sadder. I want to get the heck out of this place, but I want to hold on to "high school" as long as I can.
I also think that what I'm looking forward to the most on March 30 is the freedom. After then, no matter what happens on that day, I feel like I can finally be myself, the person that I haven't been since maybe 7th grade. I miss that person.