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I never really realized that even if you dont know someone that well and they die once it hits you that they dead it affects everyone. I had no idea really who matt was but julio was sooo fucking cool. i remember dancing with him and talking to him at a few dances and around school. i thought that since i didnt know him very well it wouldnt hit me like it hit the ppl who was close to them...but it did. just now. i guess it hit now cuz dave was really close to him and he was with him that night and he was just talking to me about it...i just hung up the fone and started crying....who knows. HE WAS SOO COOL! its soo sad. i guess a bunch of ppl went to the skatepark 2night and was just tagging and riding...why does it take someone that sick to die for everyone to get togeather and have a good time without ne drama or negitivity...i feel soo bad for jessica rankin even tho i dont know her very well i just know she was really in love with matt. i dont know what i would do it i lost dave... it would take me years to get over it....If ne one lost someone they loved they would do the same... Its just really sad :(
RIP ALL OF YOU! WE WILL MISS YOU!