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Well here I am writing again. Suppose I should say a few things about myself. Lately I've been so frustrated with my social life and friends. It seems I never see or talk to my friends anymore, sure I talk to Mike(I'm chatting to him right now) but Heidi, Ben, Al, Adam, April, Brad...I'm losing touch and I don't like it actually I hate it. I get to talk to Tracy once in a while but I feel like I'm even losing my connection with her. Is it me and I too annoying, too boring. I feel like no one cares sometimes, like everyone moved on but I'm standing still. I guess things even changed for me. Who'd of thought that I'm living with Chris and Shawn in the middle of nowhere, but then again the things that make me get up in the morning are the reasons I stay. I actually like my work here and I know I can hear you asking yourself whats so good about working in a save easy for minimum wage. Sure It's not what I want to do with my life but I get to work in the deli there which is in a way related to one of the things i dream about doing, which is opening my on cafe when i get older and better established financially. But first I want to go to college and get a computer course. Got to go now.