major suckage.
oh, do boys confuse me so.
gavan constantly tells lisa and me that he doesn't like this ashleigh girl, but he always talks to her (way more than lisa and me. and we're supposed to be his really good friends?), constantly flirts with her, and he leaves her all these comments but never responds to mine or lisa's.
gah. i really like him, and even though i know that he would never think twice about dating me, i'm jealous. :/ i hate feeling jealous about something i can't control. yeah, she's skinny and WAY prettier than i am, but i just want a chance. oh well. it's kind of sad too because with lisa, carman, and cory graduating, then i have no reason to hang out with him (even though i love to because he makes me laugh and is really fun (and i have a crush on him, yeah. i have for a year now.)).
i don't even care.
oh, and i'm ordering my purple hair dye next week. :D
gavan constantly tells lisa and me that he doesn't like this ashleigh girl, but he always talks to her (way more than lisa and me. and we're supposed to be his really good friends?), constantly flirts with her, and he leaves her all these comments but never responds to mine or lisa's.
gah. i really like him, and even though i know that he would never think twice about dating me, i'm jealous. :/ i hate feeling jealous about something i can't control. yeah, she's skinny and WAY prettier than i am, but i just want a chance. oh well. it's kind of sad too because with lisa, carman, and cory graduating, then i have no reason to hang out with him (even though i love to because he makes me laugh and is really fun (and i have a crush on him, yeah. i have for a year now.)).
i don't even care.
oh, and i'm ordering my purple hair dye next week. :D