it's a heat wave, baby.
it's fucking hot, dude. the central air somehow decided to stop working, and i've been trying to get to sleep for an hour and a half. i'm just sitting hurr on mi madre's laptop and eating bunny tracks ice cream.
i started my period today, and i had the fucking worst cramps in my life during school. i ended up leaving before 8th period because i was breaking out into a cold sweat, and i thought my ovaries were going to burst. yeah, it's gross, but that's what i get for being a girl. when i was driving home, i kept semi-blacking out and was crying. i felt like such a little kid because i was crying for my mom, and when i got home, i just ran up to my bedroom and layed and cried myself to sleep. i woke up around 6:30 and felt alot better, so i went outside and sat with my mom and sister.
i leave tomorrow afternoon for state drama, and i don't even want to go. i'm coming back on friday for bethany's mom's viewing, and i think i'm just going to stay because the funeral's saturday at 1:00. i think mr. channell's going, and garrett and carly are too. i don't even care about the awards ceremony or anything; i just want to be there for bethany. she called today, and we talked for a bit. coleen's been battling cancer for 8 years, and i guess it was just her time to go.
i started my period today, and i had the fucking worst cramps in my life during school. i ended up leaving before 8th period because i was breaking out into a cold sweat, and i thought my ovaries were going to burst. yeah, it's gross, but that's what i get for being a girl. when i was driving home, i kept semi-blacking out and was crying. i felt like such a little kid because i was crying for my mom, and when i got home, i just ran up to my bedroom and layed and cried myself to sleep. i woke up around 6:30 and felt alot better, so i went outside and sat with my mom and sister.
i leave tomorrow afternoon for state drama, and i don't even want to go. i'm coming back on friday for bethany's mom's viewing, and i think i'm just going to stay because the funeral's saturday at 1:00. i think mr. channell's going, and garrett and carly are too. i don't even care about the awards ceremony or anything; i just want to be there for bethany. she called today, and we talked for a bit. coleen's been battling cancer for 8 years, and i guess it was just her time to go.