horrible.
prom really wasn't fun. i actually enjoyed myself the last half hour because i was with hillary, lisa, carly, carman, cory, megan, and autumn. i got to dance with garrett, ry bread, hemal, john heslep, and hemal. haha. i changed my mind halfway through the dance and told my date that i wasn't going to after prom and that i could drop him off at his house. later, he said that his friend, patrick, could give him a ride, so he'd say goodbye to me when the dance was over. well, i waited, and he didn't fucking come and say bye or anything. that really pissed me off. its like, have the fucking common courtesy to say "goodbye" to your date. asshole.
after the dance was over, i went to the mcdonald's drive through and got some fries and sweet tea for my mom and myself; i went home and we sat and talked about how we hate lisa longwell. well, the school called around 1 in the morning because the after prom paper said "if you aren't at after prom by 12:15, then we are calling your parents." my mom picked up the phone, but my fucking dad got it first; i wanted to answer and be like "yeah, i'm home eating fries and watching fraiser with my mom. wanna talk to her?" oh well. the only way i'll go to prom next year is if it's with langer or gavan, but i pretty much don't think they'd give it a second thought. :( oh well.
ryan and rebecca.
marlee and me.
carman and me.
people dancing.
ryan and me.
hemal, mr. workman, and me.
my mom told me that ryan and i are "too close." like, our frienship gets in the way of making decisions. whenever i called and told him that i wasn't going in the mustang with them, i was just like "it's not like i'm your date. you need to do what rebecca wants." that was hard for me to say, but it seems that he lets me down worse than other people. like, say if we planned to sit together at an assembly or something, but he sits with his other friends, i feel like i want to cry. if someone else did that to me, i'd just be like "well, fuck you then." my mom told me not to hang out with him outside of school, but that's kind of fucking hard considering he's my best friend. i really don't know what to do.
after the dance was over, i went to the mcdonald's drive through and got some fries and sweet tea for my mom and myself; i went home and we sat and talked about how we hate lisa longwell. well, the school called around 1 in the morning because the after prom paper said "if you aren't at after prom by 12:15, then we are calling your parents." my mom picked up the phone, but my fucking dad got it first; i wanted to answer and be like "yeah, i'm home eating fries and watching fraiser with my mom. wanna talk to her?" oh well. the only way i'll go to prom next year is if it's with langer or gavan, but i pretty much don't think they'd give it a second thought. :( oh well.
ryan and rebecca.
marlee and me.
carman and me.
people dancing.
ryan and me.
hemal, mr. workman, and me.
my mom told me that ryan and i are "too close." like, our frienship gets in the way of making decisions. whenever i called and told him that i wasn't going in the mustang with them, i was just like "it's not like i'm your date. you need to do what rebecca wants." that was hard for me to say, but it seems that he lets me down worse than other people. like, say if we planned to sit together at an assembly or something, but he sits with his other friends, i feel like i want to cry. if someone else did that to me, i'd just be like "well, fuck you then." my mom told me not to hang out with him outside of school, but that's kind of fucking hard considering he's my best friend. i really don't know what to do.