Feb 28, 2012 15:41
So to be perfectly honest... I've come to realize.. why don't I put my stuff on hidden or anything? I know that there are people out there who really dislike me and can easily use my past against me. I don't see why not. But why would they go through all that trouble to find out about the dirt that I have hidden. Really.. aren't they infatuated with me in a negative manner and strive to become the object of my eyes? I dunno it could just be my thought process thinking again. I did think about why I kept it open and why I don't do a lot about it..
It's because I have nothing to hide. If someone wants to ask me then ask me. But I'd rather it done in person so I know who I have told. And truth be told I usually forget who I have told. AT ANY RATE. I figure its best for me to keep it open so my previous boyfriends can see how I am doing without talking to me. I feel like its too hard for me to ever open up to them again but you never know.. Only time can tell. I kinda don't want to talk to them anymore... so why not keep it open so they can see what I'm up to right?