valium in my nose
okay.. so.. i will write. i think i am getting good. but then again i guess in some ways im really bad, but im going to try to slow down with that stuff. maybe. or maybe im lying, i dont know. i never really miss andrew anymore, unless i really really think about something good that we had and how i dont have it anymore. but i dont even do that very much. im having fun with people. like people that i hadnt talked to or hung out with in forever because i was always with andrew. always. but i've hung out with andrea and alexis and kristy and bobby and bobbys friends that are fun and raymond people. okay those some of those are new people and have nothing to do with me being with andrew too much but still. i just realized that im really really dumb and i think i made myself stupid because when i read this, it just sounds so stupid and i sound like in in like 5th grade when i write. i dont care. anyway. i like to be single now, its fun. im kind of excited for school to start. danas at my house. yup. i need to find a new car. im trying. it will be fun when i get one. okay soo.. i know there was more i wanted to write but im too lazy and my head hurts i cant think i'll do it later. maybe.