I'm so lucky...
So lucky to have an amazing boyfriend.
As everyone knows I'm sure, we've had a rough time the past few weeks. Constantly on edge, getting into stupid fights over nothing, always afraid we're gonna make the other angry, and because we knew that, we usually would get angry. I've been so frustrated because in the beginning we were so perfect, and I didn't know how to fix it.
I haven't seen him in 8 days, and of course I miss him. Not seeing him only makes it worse because I can't just show him how I feel...the phone forces you to verbalize it, which isn't always possible.
But after a tearful 45 minutes, I think we really did fix it. Talked it all out, said everything we were worried about, only to discover that we really had nothing to worry about at all...that everything had turned into a bigger deal than it really was.
He makes me feel so wonderful. I can't believe I almost wanted to take a break from talking to him...I really don't know what I'd do without him. I love him so much...and after such a long period of weirdness, I love him even more.
Alright, enough sappy stuff. LoL.
I visited my neice on Friday and she's so cute. Very loud and kinda whiny, but adorable. I can't believe it's been a year since I saw her...one reason I hate going to school so far away is not being able to see my family as often as I'd like. =( I miss all of my neices and nephews growing up...and my brother is so antisocial and removed from my family so I never get to see the twins.
Went to Cupid's Hot Dogs yesterday with Kevin Plog. It's so funny how much my mom loves him, especially after the way he treated me in middle school. But he's more than made up for it now. How come I never knew that such good chili dogs existed in Simi Valley?? (I meant Cupid's, not Kevin)
Got my August coupon for Victoria's Secret taken care of yesterday...and then I accidentally went into Abercrombie and bought a jacket. But that's okay cuz it's really cute. My excuse is that I went in looking to see if Xtina was working =)
Jessie and I went to my mom's choir concert last night, and it was really cute. Except for the whole both of us being hit on by a 60-year-old man part. But we DID scream very loud for my mom from the front row =)
Afterwards we went to one of the choir women's house for a few minutes before heading to a Macaroni Grill work party at some kid Mario's house. Very fun, very fun indeed. I saw pretty much all of Simi Valley there. I hadn't seen Luke, Justin, Ryan, Robert, or Kent in the longest time, and the people who work there seem pretty cool. They did go through 200 jello shooters in like 2 hours amongst about 20-30 people though, so that made the party a lot more fun to watch. LoL. (Hilary doesn't drink when she's DD).
Just chillin today until Justin calls me because we're supposed to hang out.
Don't you hate it when you think you have stuff to do, and you know you probably should do it, yet you just can't bring yourself to? Yeah...I feel ya.
My AIM is being a piece. Is anyone else having problems with signing on?
I'm out.
As everyone knows I'm sure, we've had a rough time the past few weeks. Constantly on edge, getting into stupid fights over nothing, always afraid we're gonna make the other angry, and because we knew that, we usually would get angry. I've been so frustrated because in the beginning we were so perfect, and I didn't know how to fix it.
I haven't seen him in 8 days, and of course I miss him. Not seeing him only makes it worse because I can't just show him how I feel...the phone forces you to verbalize it, which isn't always possible.
But after a tearful 45 minutes, I think we really did fix it. Talked it all out, said everything we were worried about, only to discover that we really had nothing to worry about at all...that everything had turned into a bigger deal than it really was.
He makes me feel so wonderful. I can't believe I almost wanted to take a break from talking to him...I really don't know what I'd do without him. I love him so much...and after such a long period of weirdness, I love him even more.
Alright, enough sappy stuff. LoL.
I visited my neice on Friday and she's so cute. Very loud and kinda whiny, but adorable. I can't believe it's been a year since I saw her...one reason I hate going to school so far away is not being able to see my family as often as I'd like. =( I miss all of my neices and nephews growing up...and my brother is so antisocial and removed from my family so I never get to see the twins.
Went to Cupid's Hot Dogs yesterday with Kevin Plog. It's so funny how much my mom loves him, especially after the way he treated me in middle school. But he's more than made up for it now. How come I never knew that such good chili dogs existed in Simi Valley?? (I meant Cupid's, not Kevin)
Got my August coupon for Victoria's Secret taken care of yesterday...and then I accidentally went into Abercrombie and bought a jacket. But that's okay cuz it's really cute. My excuse is that I went in looking to see if Xtina was working =)
Jessie and I went to my mom's choir concert last night, and it was really cute. Except for the whole both of us being hit on by a 60-year-old man part. But we DID scream very loud for my mom from the front row =)
Afterwards we went to one of the choir women's house for a few minutes before heading to a Macaroni Grill work party at some kid Mario's house. Very fun, very fun indeed. I saw pretty much all of Simi Valley there. I hadn't seen Luke, Justin, Ryan, Robert, or Kent in the longest time, and the people who work there seem pretty cool. They did go through 200 jello shooters in like 2 hours amongst about 20-30 people though, so that made the party a lot more fun to watch. LoL. (Hilary doesn't drink when she's DD).
Just chillin today until Justin calls me because we're supposed to hang out.
Don't you hate it when you think you have stuff to do, and you know you probably should do it, yet you just can't bring yourself to? Yeah...I feel ya.
My AIM is being a piece. Is anyone else having problems with signing on?
I'm out.