Aug 11, 2004 23:49
She told me she thought I was manipulative and always pinning people against each other, and during the school year I didn't realize it but that's all I did to her and her friends, and I was a very bad person, but I made my mistakes and I stopped doing that. When I told SQUEALER about her and BOYFRIEND, I did it indirectly and for myself, I wasn't thinking about SQUEALER or what he would say, I didn't even remember what I was saying, I was just upset. I never manipulated her- besides AUDIENCE, CANTERBURY, and DAZZLE, I didn't want to hang out with anyone else ever if I could have hung out with her everyday and I never felt the need to say anything to anyone except when she wasn't around. I never meant to hurt her and I would never have taken that risk if I had been thinking at all. And you know what's funny, it's SOULESS-BITCH that was the foil in this one.
I replaced peoples names with uppercase shit to protect identities. Is it cool if I hold your hand?