Closer to the truth to say you can't get enough
Shit load of work I'm not doing as usual. Stress? When was the last time I really stressed over anything. Worrying as usual about myself, myself and self actualization. It's a bitch getting a hold on my crazyness. I've got ADD too, going to see a shrink soon so he can prescribe me some drugs. ADD with nintendo effect, or something like that. Not surprising huh? My normal lonerness ending it seems and I'm gettnig a better handle on the cliques in the school. AP tests we're okay, much easier than I thought they would be. It appears I won't have my license for yet a little while longer, but I'm trying to get my act together before my ADD test so I don't have to go on drugs, I really don't want to. (I love this song). I almost got all my homework done tonight and I was scared at the prospect that I might not be procrastinating and then I'd actually have to do something I LIKE and not just something to get around work haha. Ah! So much stuff I wanna do and get better at. I'm still analyzing everything, I've just been expressing these things more creatively, in better constructed poems, art, code, song, story. I'm working on my writing, ADD sure makes it hard though... adios.