What I want Everyday

[celeritergone]

Ever have one of those days where
"it was a good day, but i feel shitty anyway"
well i have one of those lives
and thats because every frown
and every glance from your eyes
no matter how small it was
it still weighs me down
and everything i meant to get done
I just couldn't bring myself to do
every day is the same
and it has nothing to do with you
every day proves i am weak
when i long to be strong
sometimes i think i think too much
but how could i ever change who i am
when that thought comes from tainted hand
I need someone I can confide in
But i don't really need to confide
I just want someone that understands me
Because I get really tired of reading myself
but i know every day is a better day
i'm getting better at getting my way

the day sucked and then i bitched with someone about dr. gregory and its all good now haha