Apr 16, 2008 17:08
ok so I am currently in a depressed state. I haven't gotten anything I have applied for which is really getting to me.
1. I applied to be a tour guide. They only accepted ten people so I am not that upset even though I think I would be a great tour guide. Plus, I made it to the thirty cut which is pretty good.
2. I applied for a job at UMass Catering. Not only did they only take two people, but I was told I didn't get it because I wont be here for the summer.
3. I was notified today that I was not selected to be a Peer Mentor but I am in the alternate pool. Peer Mentors are located in all the freshman dorms and are there to support students in academic areas. I don't understand b/c my interview went so well, I am involved in so many clubs on campus and I had a fricken 3.94 GPA. I don't mean to sound pompous but I just don't get what I could have done differently.
I am still waiting to hear about RA, Peer Intern and Weekend Orientation Leader but my spirits are low and I am very doubtful. I don't know why I work my ass off if I can't even get a job or position with some sort of leadership. Whats the point'? If I don't get RA I will be rooming with Ashley whom I love but I have always wanted to be an RA so I know that if I don't get it I will be really upset.
sorry for the depressing entry...
Ariana