insanity
so last night i was on the phone with garner at like 1 something in the morning and she was freaking out so i was like come to umass! she actually drove up to umass at 2 in the morning to see me. it was like a much needed mini sleepover. it sucks that we didn't get to hangout much b/c i had classes today but it was still really nice to see her. i will also update on the latest news. garner made my night last night b/c she called me telling me that she spoke to kevin and was like i am really sorry about your break up and he said he really fucked things up and has been doing a lot of thinking and made such a sudden/rash decision without thinking. it should be interesting to see what happens when i go home. i still love him and want him although i think he thinks i hate him. i can't blame him too much for what he did...the distance sucks and i guess he was really confused about it all. i am not the kind of person who forgives easily but it is not like he cheated on me or anything along those lines. if he is willing to work with the distance i am willing to give him another shot. at least i think so as of now.
xoxo
ariana
xoxo
ariana