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the day after i drink im more fucked up then i am when im actually "drunk"
that should explain my last entry
mercy
no alcohol for like a month but thats all because then college will start and well.......
hey at least i didnt drink as much as ashleigh
i probobly would have switched religions dyed my hair spent all my money and ended up hating myself for a week
i saw blake at ae when i was workin our friendship is so spaced we'll be at the movies and shopping one week
then for like the next month nothing
that is best though
shes one of those people who is like perfect on the outside not just like physically but like her life her family her etc.... and even though i would much rather be me for many reasons....sometimes i just wish i was in her shoes it simply seems happier....
but i think it would be really good for me to really make an attempt to get over the awkwardness of not having really any mutual friends anymore and etc etc etc......
im excited again for college considering my fave airport restaurant au bon pain is on campus how sad that that is what makes me excited
im so itchin to get on the other coast i seriously feel so good over there like i love it its laid back and beautiful yet totally chic and upscale like wearing amazing heels with jeans
i met these two amazing little girls at work today
this one little girl was just so smart and competitive and wonderful and she was so cute i asked her what she wanted to be when grew up she was like complete 180 so shy and was like youll laugh at me so finally i got her to tell me and she said i wanna be a superstar and i said so u wanna act or u wanna sing she was like both and i was like oohhh u can sing and she goes everybody can sing and i was like right but can u sing well and she goes umm... so i said sing for me and usually when you ask "singers" or wannabe "singers" they would be like no but she just breaks out with the star spangled banner and it was good really good it was such an awesome moment
im really glad i have this job because it really makes u appreciate what u have because some people people u see everyday have it soooooooo much worse
i heard this really cool little thing last week
"if u sat down at the table with ten other people even ten other friends and u laid out all your problems in the center for anyone to take, i guarantee you u would want all yours back"
and its true
i dont know im so fed up with people venting there stupid drama on me its like eeegggghhhh.....\
have people ever noticed that i never let anybody in on my shit lol my theory no matter how bad u think or feel it is there is somebody out there right now or right next you who shit is sooo much worse so buck up deal with it and let it bounce
peace out this was heavy
loads of love
brit
that should explain my last entry
mercy
no alcohol for like a month but thats all because then college will start and well.......
hey at least i didnt drink as much as ashleigh
i probobly would have switched religions dyed my hair spent all my money and ended up hating myself for a week
i saw blake at ae when i was workin our friendship is so spaced we'll be at the movies and shopping one week
then for like the next month nothing
that is best though
shes one of those people who is like perfect on the outside not just like physically but like her life her family her etc.... and even though i would much rather be me for many reasons....sometimes i just wish i was in her shoes it simply seems happier....
but i think it would be really good for me to really make an attempt to get over the awkwardness of not having really any mutual friends anymore and etc etc etc......
im excited again for college considering my fave airport restaurant au bon pain is on campus how sad that that is what makes me excited
im so itchin to get on the other coast i seriously feel so good over there like i love it its laid back and beautiful yet totally chic and upscale like wearing amazing heels with jeans
i met these two amazing little girls at work today
this one little girl was just so smart and competitive and wonderful and she was so cute i asked her what she wanted to be when grew up she was like complete 180 so shy and was like youll laugh at me so finally i got her to tell me and she said i wanna be a superstar and i said so u wanna act or u wanna sing she was like both and i was like oohhh u can sing and she goes everybody can sing and i was like right but can u sing well and she goes umm... so i said sing for me and usually when you ask "singers" or wannabe "singers" they would be like no but she just breaks out with the star spangled banner and it was good really good it was such an awesome moment
im really glad i have this job because it really makes u appreciate what u have because some people people u see everyday have it soooooooo much worse
i heard this really cool little thing last week
"if u sat down at the table with ten other people even ten other friends and u laid out all your problems in the center for anyone to take, i guarantee you u would want all yours back"
and its true
i dont know im so fed up with people venting there stupid drama on me its like eeegggghhhh.....\
have people ever noticed that i never let anybody in on my shit lol my theory no matter how bad u think or feel it is there is somebody out there right now or right next you who shit is sooo much worse so buck up deal with it and let it bounce
peace out this was heavy
loads of love
brit