And this is why I'm sorry.
Jen,
I know I haven't been the bestest friend in the whole world. I was thinking about this the other day when I was talking to your sister. There's been a lot going on in my life... a lot of drama, depression, guilt, betrayal... drama. I wish that we hadn't grown apart as we have. I'm sorry for my jealously and my resent for your good fortunes. I'm sorry for not understanding and thinking I knew it all. I'm sorry for letting Andy get in the way of our relationship in so many ways. I still see you as my sister, as my partner in crime, and as my best friend. I hope that we can patch things up and continue our friendship. I know this apology comes years too late and holds no validity, but I feel that you deserve to hear it. I want you to be there on my most important days of my life and I want to be there for you as well. So here's to the memories that we had with a hope of a continuation of many more.
//pill in the bottle//picking up guys in your mom's van//backing the van out of the driveway//the boys @ lake tahoe//the boys in the mall @ the bookstore//walking up the stairs in highschool smelling for Joel//Dawn's 16th, Barney, and twister//your birthday and the dare to kiss Chris... EEWEEE//Jessica//Shadow//goodbyes that wouldn't stop hurting//sneaking around my parents//waiting for the bus//the computer terminology//sticky tags on your jeans//parking @ the busy bee cafe//
I can think of so many more... just... these are the ones that REALLY make me smile.
Love always,
Christine
I know I haven't been the bestest friend in the whole world. I was thinking about this the other day when I was talking to your sister. There's been a lot going on in my life... a lot of drama, depression, guilt, betrayal... drama. I wish that we hadn't grown apart as we have. I'm sorry for my jealously and my resent for your good fortunes. I'm sorry for not understanding and thinking I knew it all. I'm sorry for letting Andy get in the way of our relationship in so many ways. I still see you as my sister, as my partner in crime, and as my best friend. I hope that we can patch things up and continue our friendship. I know this apology comes years too late and holds no validity, but I feel that you deserve to hear it. I want you to be there on my most important days of my life and I want to be there for you as well. So here's to the memories that we had with a hope of a continuation of many more.
//pill in the bottle//picking up guys in your mom's van//backing the van out of the driveway//the boys @ lake tahoe//the boys in the mall @ the bookstore//walking up the stairs in highschool smelling for Joel//Dawn's 16th, Barney, and twister//your birthday and the dare to kiss Chris... EEWEEE//Jessica//Shadow//goodbyes that wouldn't stop hurting//sneaking around my parents//waiting for the bus//the computer terminology//sticky tags on your jeans//parking @ the busy bee cafe//
I can think of so many more... just... these are the ones that REALLY make me smile.
Love always,
Christine