leaving tomorrow...

May 23, 2005 09:19

Yo De, Yo Bee ha ha, we're so dumb!
hey. I'm leaving tomorrow. Yeah. I was planning on seeing someone tonight. I still hope I can.
Things can get so complicated with love. I just want to know what'sgoing on. And how is it okay for you to do one thing, but if i ever did it, you would Never forgive me. Maybe you really don't care. Just, you can't love someone less, but still be in love with them, You just love them. You can't help it. Love is controlled,or canceled or erased or told to be, it just is. Maybe I should just stop, and when I'm gone all summer, by myself at this stupid camp, i can cry every time i think of you. cause that's what happens, every time i get off the phone with you, everytime you don't say I love you. Ya know nvm. Just i don't want to waste my time crying if you would rather go do something else (cough, cough). Just, I need this trust.
I think someone likes me, he gives these really weird signals. Like it's so confusing, I wish he would just come out and say it, cause Ya never know what could happen. lol
If you love someone you can never let go. EVER. BEcause like Justin says "trying to forget someone you love, is like trying to remember someone you never met"
lol, bee, for me that doesn't work, cause i remember ppl I've never met all of the time! lol, maybe i should stop drinking.

gonna miss MP MK GB PB EL ZZ NR CN MC MT ST DR CF ED ...AND LOTS MORE! I'm just not in the mood to type anymore.371-8536!
Ya, I HATE drinking, i think you should, ppl act dumb. :)
Bee You can't go! I'm sorry I do't want to, but it might be a good thing. You whore!!!! NOw I'm gonna be by myself Bee for this whole summer!!! You suck SOX!
~Love Britty and De(who is over now!)
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