happy one year anniversary.
So tonight while I was hanging out with Patrick..it hit me. It really really hit me. Hard. We were watching a movie and he told me that he was leaving tomorrow at 3ish for Dallas and coming back Wednesday, and I realized how real this whole moving thing is. I started crying. And then Pat noticed..which isn't fun cuz I don't cry in front of people. And then I started bawling, and sobbing for about 20 minutes straight. I know Fort Worth isn't that far away and it could've been alot father, but oh. It still hurts. A lot.
Besides that, Patrick made it a really great night. I came home and he had already set up a little dinner thing in my room. There was a picnic table complete with a checkered table cloth, candle, and rose. He also got my favorite; fajitasssss from Chuy's. It was the best and oh oh so good. Patty even got me a necklace. I have such a great boyfriend. Afterwards we went to Old Settler's (where he asked me out) but it was too scary so we left haha, and came back to my house to watch Signs.
November first= one whole year. I love you so very much Patrick Sonefeld. You mean the world to me.
And we'll all float on okay.