WELL...OKAY THEN...
I guess it's kind of a blessing that I just lost my last journal entry. It was getting a bit longwinded and retarded - I had descended into the land of self-loathing and resignation with no exit in sight.
Anyway....
1 more week until I'm free from the shackles of my day job.
YAY!!!!!
I'm so excited. I have this list that I keep adding to of things that I'll finally get to do and all it does is make me smile from ear to ear. :)
In other news - there's no pleasing my mother.
Found out last nite what my mother's expectation of happiness is:
"One can only be happy if it's approved by others"
Nice, huh?
I don't know why it took me so long to realize this. I've always known my mother is more concerned with apperances and other's opinion. This makes so much sense.
The sad part is, my realization of this brought on a new realization that I'm just gonna have to accept this and not fight it anymore. I can't change her, so why waste my breath on fighting and caring about it?
That's gonna be the hardest part. Oh wells.
I'm only gonna add one more thing on the subject of my mother - cuz it kinda made me laugh.
The boys in the Silverlake House asked me to recommend a cleaning lady. I mentioned this to my mom a few weeks ago and she said she had somebody who would do it. When I asked her about it again last nite, she said that Silverlake was too far and that the cleaning lady wouldn't go there. *shock!* Then I asked her if she knew of anyone else, and she said she knew of one other person who would go, but that this person has a big mouth and she doesn't want her talking about me living in the Silverlake or of the debauchery that most likely goes on over there.
YEAH!!! DEBAUCHERY!!!
Good times.
Debauchery can so not Suck It!
p.s. WHY ARE PEOPLE SO GODDAMNED INCOMPETENT. I gave our Listing Coordinator (who will be taking over my job when I leave) a sale to report to the LA Board 3 FUCKING WEEKS AGO!!!! Only to find out that he didn't do it. How did I find out?? The agent just called to tell me. ARGH!!!!! Jesus Fucking Christ?!?! How fucking hard is it to do your job around here?!?!?! And...griping officially over.
Anyway....
1 more week until I'm free from the shackles of my day job.
YAY!!!!!
I'm so excited. I have this list that I keep adding to of things that I'll finally get to do and all it does is make me smile from ear to ear. :)
In other news - there's no pleasing my mother.
Found out last nite what my mother's expectation of happiness is:
"One can only be happy if it's approved by others"
Nice, huh?
I don't know why it took me so long to realize this. I've always known my mother is more concerned with apperances and other's opinion. This makes so much sense.
The sad part is, my realization of this brought on a new realization that I'm just gonna have to accept this and not fight it anymore. I can't change her, so why waste my breath on fighting and caring about it?
That's gonna be the hardest part. Oh wells.
I'm only gonna add one more thing on the subject of my mother - cuz it kinda made me laugh.
The boys in the Silverlake House asked me to recommend a cleaning lady. I mentioned this to my mom a few weeks ago and she said she had somebody who would do it. When I asked her about it again last nite, she said that Silverlake was too far and that the cleaning lady wouldn't go there. *shock!* Then I asked her if she knew of anyone else, and she said she knew of one other person who would go, but that this person has a big mouth and she doesn't want her talking about me living in the Silverlake or of the debauchery that most likely goes on over there.
YEAH!!! DEBAUCHERY!!!
Good times.
Debauchery can so not Suck It!
p.s. WHY ARE PEOPLE SO GODDAMNED INCOMPETENT. I gave our Listing Coordinator (who will be taking over my job when I leave) a sale to report to the LA Board 3 FUCKING WEEKS AGO!!!! Only to find out that he didn't do it. How did I find out?? The agent just called to tell me. ARGH!!!!! Jesus Fucking Christ?!?! How fucking hard is it to do your job around here?!?!?! And...griping officially over.