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If I offer to log in and print all important information and deliver it and am led to believe that it's not necessary to do so and then find out last minute (when I can't anymore) that it was needed, well, I feel really useless and sad.
I guess trust issues on anything can run REALLLLLLLY deep.
I am 'skipping class' tonight to torture myself but finally have something clean to wear to work tomorrow. Laundry is not easy given current scheduling logistics.
My lovely boss has dyed her hair red (RED) and black and it looks awesome, yet not what I'd expect from a nice married Canadian. She's also so less terrifying than the supervisor I must always impress. But ultimately I must always remember that she has the most power over me. So I should be extra kiss-up nice when she comes in to town and be thankful that she granted me a weekend day off so close to where things get busy for the holiday crowds. I did vulunterr to work Thanksgiving though.Christmas we've been told to work out amongst ourselves, the 4 of us who cover the main shifts.)
I am going to the symphony for my birthday this year.
& I am trying to decide this week what to do about where to live in December and beyond.
Friday (Sat) night I am going to the midnight showing of The Rocky Horror Picture Show with Emily and Company. Yay-zzles. I don't usually do anything for Halloween.
I am thinking of going into hiding from my biological family again. They are really awful people. They drive one to think of all the bad things that would feel not as bad as ebing around them. For example: Smashing hand in car door. Done it before and I would relish that above another day near them. Broken bone? Never had one so it'd be a gamble. If/when I do get married, I know my in-laws will never be as bad as my own parents.
Anyone else have bad family relations?
Speaking of weddings... After buying The Dress for $.99, (I couldn't bear to let someone trash that), I now want to buy more and more. Maybe shoes and accessories to go with. But it's so interesting to find these beautiful things being practically thrown away. The materials alone could be made into other things.
I need to go grocery shopping. It's BAD when the most satisfying thing I've had all week has been a case of CLif Bars from Costco.
& I am planning a trip. The one thing I still don't know? Destination. Where to go? I just want something to plan and save for. Somewhere to dream of on a cold Winter's night.
I guess trust issues on anything can run REALLLLLLLY deep.
I am 'skipping class' tonight to torture myself but finally have something clean to wear to work tomorrow. Laundry is not easy given current scheduling logistics.
My lovely boss has dyed her hair red (RED) and black and it looks awesome, yet not what I'd expect from a nice married Canadian. She's also so less terrifying than the supervisor I must always impress. But ultimately I must always remember that she has the most power over me. So I should be extra kiss-up nice when she comes in to town and be thankful that she granted me a weekend day off so close to where things get busy for the holiday crowds. I did vulunterr to work Thanksgiving though.Christmas we've been told to work out amongst ourselves, the 4 of us who cover the main shifts.)
I am going to the symphony for my birthday this year.
& I am trying to decide this week what to do about where to live in December and beyond.
Friday (Sat) night I am going to the midnight showing of The Rocky Horror Picture Show with Emily and Company. Yay-zzles. I don't usually do anything for Halloween.
I am thinking of going into hiding from my biological family again. They are really awful people. They drive one to think of all the bad things that would feel not as bad as ebing around them. For example: Smashing hand in car door. Done it before and I would relish that above another day near them. Broken bone? Never had one so it'd be a gamble. If/when I do get married, I know my in-laws will never be as bad as my own parents.
Anyone else have bad family relations?
Speaking of weddings... After buying The Dress for $.99, (I couldn't bear to let someone trash that), I now want to buy more and more. Maybe shoes and accessories to go with. But it's so interesting to find these beautiful things being practically thrown away. The materials alone could be made into other things.
I need to go grocery shopping. It's BAD when the most satisfying thing I've had all week has been a case of CLif Bars from Costco.
& I am planning a trip. The one thing I still don't know? Destination. Where to go? I just want something to plan and save for. Somewhere to dream of on a cold Winter's night.