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Kaitlyn has been playing, the unedited version- but does it really mtter here, the Enimem song about "bitches they come they go"... FOR ABOUT 15 HOURS NOW! It's on one of those adorable light up Disney brand dock things too. She's 11 barely. I guess it really has changed even more in just two more generations. I don't think I'd even heard the full version until last night, tucking her in. She drops off to sleep so quickly like a small child, into that deep baby sleep. A backrub a song or two maybe a bedtime story and then drifting off to somehthign so obscene along with soft colour-changing lights.
There are some things i AM grateful for issing out on, even if it made me less up with the times when I was younger. I've been working things out lately in my head, which parts were actually ok growing up and which ones really were horrific. I don't think my father will really ever comprehend what he missed out on while he was gone working all that time. I don't think my mother will ever -EVER! - believe she did wrong or was damaging to me. I can't forgive the perjury, but I should be moving on.
Little- hee hee- Miss LeBeanie.....
I believe in you, more than I do the Easter Bunny, Santa Claus or possibly, ----- wait for the lightning strike ------- BLONDE JESUS... Seriously, he's almost as pale as me in the painting... But the mormon boys are just so nice. Nice. At least until they lure you to the church whwre you must wear a skirt or a dress if you are of the female gender. Gah.
Come on. You can do it. Get one and get away sooner. Escape this place with me.
Cody may hate me sometimes for intruding, but he's so amusing. He wayyyy needs to be careful around Josh though. That's heading for trouble. Watching out for little ones is tough, especially when they aren't little anymore. Off to work now.
There are some things i AM grateful for issing out on, even if it made me less up with the times when I was younger. I've been working things out lately in my head, which parts were actually ok growing up and which ones really were horrific. I don't think my father will really ever comprehend what he missed out on while he was gone working all that time. I don't think my mother will ever -EVER! - believe she did wrong or was damaging to me. I can't forgive the perjury, but I should be moving on.
Little- hee hee- Miss LeBeanie.....
I believe in you, more than I do the Easter Bunny, Santa Claus or possibly, ----- wait for the lightning strike ------- BLONDE JESUS... Seriously, he's almost as pale as me in the painting... But the mormon boys are just so nice. Nice. At least until they lure you to the church whwre you must wear a skirt or a dress if you are of the female gender. Gah.
Come on. You can do it. Get one and get away sooner. Escape this place with me.
Cody may hate me sometimes for intruding, but he's so amusing. He wayyyy needs to be careful around Josh though. That's heading for trouble. Watching out for little ones is tough, especially when they aren't little anymore. Off to work now.