behind these bloodshot eyes
four hours of crying
my world is no longer known to me
thoughts and feelings i never knew i had
never admitted i had?
truth is unknown to me
nothing what it seems, no one what they seem
ever
never
so much deception, so many lies, abundance of half-truths
insincere support is the worst thing in the world
is escape the only answer?
one way, no way, another way, before, after, in the middle of
options
no options
four hours of crying
one for every year
i have no idea what comes next
i have no idea what to do now
i have
i am
nothing
left
....
and don't you dare to presume to know anything you think you know. cuz you don't. you. know. nothing. you never did. and now you never, ever will.
my world is no longer known to me
thoughts and feelings i never knew i had
never admitted i had?
truth is unknown to me
nothing what it seems, no one what they seem
ever
never
so much deception, so many lies, abundance of half-truths
insincere support is the worst thing in the world
is escape the only answer?
one way, no way, another way, before, after, in the middle of
options
no options
four hours of crying
one for every year
i have no idea what comes next
i have no idea what to do now
i have
i am
nothing
left
....
and don't you dare to presume to know anything you think you know. cuz you don't. you. know. nothing. you never did. and now you never, ever will.