Graduate'd!!! But not MSG'd...
I dunno if anyone other than Nick and Kristin will get that reference. BUT WE IS GRADUATED!!!! And Jamaica Jammin was awesome, as every previous senior has said it would be. I spent at least two hours of the night playing blackjack with Hannah's dad. Hannah, do you ever loan your dad out? You could make a serious profit because I would be more than happy to trade for him...
My family is here! I hadn't seen them litterally in years, so I'm happy. Some of them started bar hopping at 11 this morning, which we didn't realize, we thought they were resting. We called them at 4, by which point they were pretty much gone. I started laughing histerically when I found out that they were in Skye Restaurant in the middle of the day getting wasted. It was just too much. God, I love my family right now. I wish I could see them more often, but more on that later.
It still hasn't registered for me emotionally yet. Nothing has. I'm in that middle ground where things are good but I'm not sad or happy or excited or relieved or anything. I feel like I've been very blank lately considering all the important things that have been going on around me. And it's not just about graduation, it's everything. I'm not sure I like being in times like these when I'm so shut off like this. What's the fun if you're not experiencing the rush in its fullest extent? I'm not sure. It's not that bad, but I do feel like something's missing.
My family is here! I hadn't seen them litterally in years, so I'm happy. Some of them started bar hopping at 11 this morning, which we didn't realize, we thought they were resting. We called them at 4, by which point they were pretty much gone. I started laughing histerically when I found out that they were in Skye Restaurant in the middle of the day getting wasted. It was just too much. God, I love my family right now. I wish I could see them more often, but more on that later.
It still hasn't registered for me emotionally yet. Nothing has. I'm in that middle ground where things are good but I'm not sad or happy or excited or relieved or anything. I feel like I've been very blank lately considering all the important things that have been going on around me. And it's not just about graduation, it's everything. I'm not sure I like being in times like these when I'm so shut off like this. What's the fun if you're not experiencing the rush in its fullest extent? I'm not sure. It's not that bad, but I do feel like something's missing.