Way will open
GEMINI (May 21-June 20): "It's eternity in a person that turns the crank
handle," said Franz Kafka. At least that should be the case, I would add.
The unfortunate fact of the matter is that a lot of people let other, lesser
things turn the crank handle -- like the compulsive yearning for money,
power, and love, for example. I challenge you to check in with yourself
sometime soon and determine what exactly has been turning your crank
handle. If it ain't eternity, or whatever serves as eternity in your world
view, get yourself adjusted. In the coming months, it's crucial that you're
running on the cleanest, purest fuel.
Again I've been sort of thinking this one over, Uncle Rob as I feel like things have changed for me in the past few weeks. It sort of feels like those changes were waiting for me, I just had to get to them. That once I took a few steps suddenly as my mother says way will open and I'm ready for it to open.
One of them has been realizing, that yes, I want a job to be able to support myself but that's not first.
I want to be a librarian. I want to be a teacher. I want to make a difference and be part of the conversation about books and technology and I think I can and I know I will. I think I'm turning on the right fuel and thank you for the metaphor.
Today has been amazing as I feel like I've gone from zero to sixty in a few seconds and I love it.
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handle," said Franz Kafka. At least that should be the case, I would add.
The unfortunate fact of the matter is that a lot of people let other, lesser
things turn the crank handle -- like the compulsive yearning for money,
power, and love, for example. I challenge you to check in with yourself
sometime soon and determine what exactly has been turning your crank
handle. If it ain't eternity, or whatever serves as eternity in your world
view, get yourself adjusted. In the coming months, it's crucial that you're
running on the cleanest, purest fuel.
Again I've been sort of thinking this one over, Uncle Rob as I feel like things have changed for me in the past few weeks. It sort of feels like those changes were waiting for me, I just had to get to them. That once I took a few steps suddenly as my mother says way will open and I'm ready for it to open.
One of them has been realizing, that yes, I want a job to be able to support myself but that's not first.
I want to be a librarian. I want to be a teacher. I want to make a difference and be part of the conversation about books and technology and I think I can and I know I will. I think I'm turning on the right fuel and thank you for the metaphor.
Today has been amazing as I feel like I've gone from zero to sixty in a few seconds and I love it.
This entry is also posted at http://ceitfianna.dreamwidth.org/332611.html. Please comment wherever you'd like.