Its only Wednesday?
This week has gotten off to a rocky start for me. I have all these work things I want to be writing but my body hasn't been nice. I've been sore and tired and just wanting to curl up as rather depressing stories took over my brain.
Also I've been feeling unhappy about weight and stuff like that but I'm trying not to focus on it too much as that never works for me. Soon there will be farmer's market and seeing family and it'll get sorted. I'm feeling in limbo, but this current job avenue makes me hopeful that maybe I won't be in it for too long.
My dreams last night were weird as well, which I think added to this a little off feeling that the bank stuff added to. The first dream, I woke up to two guys in my house who were taking me away to an asylum. It was terrifying as I felt trapped and was conscious of itches I couldn't reach until I woke myself up. The second one wasn't scary just odd of going on a family outing but I had to get to work soon and so couldn't enjoy myself.
Today when I went into pick up an extra shift, I learned that something I thought had been cleared up over a bill hadn't and I'd gone into overdraft. Thankfully my bank is nice and its in the process of being sorted out but it sucks. I was looking forward to seeing The Hunger Games later today as I did work early but I guess it'll have to wait, maybe Friday or on the weekend.
Now I'm just trying to get my head back to focusing on job things and all the letters I was excited about writing that have been rather derailed by money stress. Sometimes being an adult is a pain.
The good part is that the weather is being beautiful here again and finally feeling like Spring. Its sunny and a little chilly but not as cold as it has been. As I've been doing extra shifts, I keep walking by beautiful flowers and taking lots of pictures.
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Also I've been feeling unhappy about weight and stuff like that but I'm trying not to focus on it too much as that never works for me. Soon there will be farmer's market and seeing family and it'll get sorted. I'm feeling in limbo, but this current job avenue makes me hopeful that maybe I won't be in it for too long.
My dreams last night were weird as well, which I think added to this a little off feeling that the bank stuff added to. The first dream, I woke up to two guys in my house who were taking me away to an asylum. It was terrifying as I felt trapped and was conscious of itches I couldn't reach until I woke myself up. The second one wasn't scary just odd of going on a family outing but I had to get to work soon and so couldn't enjoy myself.
Today when I went into pick up an extra shift, I learned that something I thought had been cleared up over a bill hadn't and I'd gone into overdraft. Thankfully my bank is nice and its in the process of being sorted out but it sucks. I was looking forward to seeing The Hunger Games later today as I did work early but I guess it'll have to wait, maybe Friday or on the weekend.
Now I'm just trying to get my head back to focusing on job things and all the letters I was excited about writing that have been rather derailed by money stress. Sometimes being an adult is a pain.
The good part is that the weather is being beautiful here again and finally feeling like Spring. Its sunny and a little chilly but not as cold as it has been. As I've been doing extra shifts, I keep walking by beautiful flowers and taking lots of pictures.
This entry is also posted at http://ceitfianna.dreamwidth.org/331107.html. Please comment wherever you'd like.