Dreams are not helpful.
I woke up today feeling rather off because I had a strange dream about going to buy a wedding dress and I found the perfect one for something like 500 dollars at that crazy store that has a tv show, Kleinfields. What made it weird was the person I was going to marry, was while a wonderful boyfriend and all someone who is not in a position to ever marry me at this point in time.
So I woke up feeling grumbly and then discovered its grey and raining. I went out to my favorite Chinese place to read since I'm almost finished Mortal Coils which is wonderful but oddly making me more antsy about wanting to hear about Michigan. Also I downloaded the finale of Supernatural but haven't felt up to watching it just yet.
Its that thing of I know where I want to be but I just need to be told yes I can go and then young people and stuff. Part of this also came about since last night I went to this dinner party/fundraiser for the Lewes Historical Society with my parents and the food was great, people were nice but I was the youngest by a couple of decades. I think it just made me feel rather lonely and the dream made it even more so. This past week has just been harder than I expected but I think tomorrow I'm going to drive out to Rehoboth and walk around there, maybe buy some books, then pick up some Nightside books at the library.
Also I wanted to ask again, if I were to be in NYC the weekend of May 28th etc, would anyone be willing to have be crash on your couch? I can bring dvds, chocolate and other good bribing things?
So I woke up feeling grumbly and then discovered its grey and raining. I went out to my favorite Chinese place to read since I'm almost finished Mortal Coils which is wonderful but oddly making me more antsy about wanting to hear about Michigan. Also I downloaded the finale of Supernatural but haven't felt up to watching it just yet.
Its that thing of I know where I want to be but I just need to be told yes I can go and then young people and stuff. Part of this also came about since last night I went to this dinner party/fundraiser for the Lewes Historical Society with my parents and the food was great, people were nice but I was the youngest by a couple of decades. I think it just made me feel rather lonely and the dream made it even more so. This past week has just been harder than I expected but I think tomorrow I'm going to drive out to Rehoboth and walk around there, maybe buy some books, then pick up some Nightside books at the library.
Also I wanted to ask again, if I were to be in NYC the weekend of May 28th etc, would anyone be willing to have be crash on your couch? I can bring dvds, chocolate and other good bribing things?