A Low Point
I hate this, my application is pretty much good and done except for waiting for my NZ transcript to arrive but I know its in the mail. So why do I feel so crappy and grumpy. I was hoping to be using the start of May as a time to celebrate and hope, but instead the weather is grey and I'm having trouble sleeping and I know I'm snappier than I normally am.
I know I'm lucky and there are a lot of good things out there, its really what I said before, its mainly just melancholy and missing people with the weather just making it worse. Also I'm having a low point in terms of body image of looking at myself and going gah, what's wrong with me. I know all of this will pass, it just sucks at the moment.
Right, I feel a little better for having written this and I will be seeing Wolverine since going to the movies makes me feel good and social. Give me things to write or do, help keep me occupied flist since I hate feeling this way.
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I know I'm lucky and there are a lot of good things out there, its really what I said before, its mainly just melancholy and missing people with the weather just making it worse. Also I'm having a low point in terms of body image of looking at myself and going gah, what's wrong with me. I know all of this will pass, it just sucks at the moment.
Right, I feel a little better for having written this and I will be seeing Wolverine since going to the movies makes me feel good and social. Give me things to write or do, help keep me occupied flist since I hate feeling this way.
ETA: FIFTEEN MINUTE FESTIVAL, go comment and spread the love!!