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Last night was full of wonderful fun and silly roleplay and I had a nice walk and lunch. Then I went online to look for possible gifts and got hit with oh god the economy. I really want a job so I don't feel like I'm being a burden on my parents.
Yesterday I signed up to volunteer at the public library in Lewes so that I'm doing something useful and hopefully doing something will somehow get some job karma going my way. Its just I'm not good at feeling purposeless though I know my purpose is find a job.
I did get some ideas for making presents for people for Christmas but well when I have money, I tend to spend more of it on stuff for other people since I don't need a lot to be happy. Give me access to media through tv and internet and a good library along with ways to cook and enough that I can maybe eat out once in a while with friends and family and I'll be a content Kate.
I lived in New Zealand on not very much and that was in places where honestly I really couldn't cook a lot due to not much kitchen space. With a kitchen with oven and all, I can make meals and be good. I just want a chance to stand on my own so my parents don't have to worry about me along with their stocks. Okay, this turned out whinier than I meant but thinking about money kind of brought it all to the surface.
catnona and eyes_of_winter some fun and silly little presents are going to be in the mail for you tomorrow and I hope all your planning isn't being too nuts. Thank you all for just listening and I wish I knew how to help all the hurt that seems to be going around.
People are too far away, I want to hug you guys and let you know just how lucky I am to know you. I think we can all get through this stuff and we just have to remember we've already created some amazing things to make others smile.
Yesterday I signed up to volunteer at the public library in Lewes so that I'm doing something useful and hopefully doing something will somehow get some job karma going my way. Its just I'm not good at feeling purposeless though I know my purpose is find a job.
I did get some ideas for making presents for people for Christmas but well when I have money, I tend to spend more of it on stuff for other people since I don't need a lot to be happy. Give me access to media through tv and internet and a good library along with ways to cook and enough that I can maybe eat out once in a while with friends and family and I'll be a content Kate.
I lived in New Zealand on not very much and that was in places where honestly I really couldn't cook a lot due to not much kitchen space. With a kitchen with oven and all, I can make meals and be good. I just want a chance to stand on my own so my parents don't have to worry about me along with their stocks. Okay, this turned out whinier than I meant but thinking about money kind of brought it all to the surface.
catnona and eyes_of_winter some fun and silly little presents are going to be in the mail for you tomorrow and I hope all your planning isn't being too nuts. Thank you all for just listening and I wish I knew how to help all the hurt that seems to be going around.
People are too far away, I want to hug you guys and let you know just how lucky I am to know you. I think we can all get through this stuff and we just have to remember we've already created some amazing things to make others smile.