I hear you like random and I hear I like you.
I'm ready to be with a guy (one in particular) for a long time. I'm not playing for some two week crap that ends as quickly as it began: it began quite fast, actually. I'm not looking for a picture-perfect romance. Because I know that with me that's nearly impossible, even if though he is amazing. I really hope that all the time I spend with him really works out for us. I don't want to think about my life without him anymore; I don't want to have anyone else admire me. And although it's weird to say, I want to look back on him and I and actually feel something. I don't want to think about the ending because we're just beginning but I hope when the ending comes that we'll both have something to remember about it; that we both can truly say we miss it, even if having it back is impossible.
And I hope John knows what he's signing up for with me.
And I hope John knows what he's signing up for with me.