It's been one of those days
Yeah, I had a bit of a crappy day. It was self-inflicted if anything. I just happened to scop out myspace to see all the happy couples comment back and forth; and there's always looking around AIM screen names for dates and little hearts. For weeks and months spent in bliss as I sit here, avoiding homework & staying alive by the mere fact that there is work to be done and there is a hockey game on tomorrow afternoon (Thank you, God). Otherwise, I'm chomping at the bit to go run somewhere or to be with someone.
My relationship was DJ ended dismally. Well, if you could call it a relationship; I only lasted a week until he decided to dump me. I've never been dumped before, and I really don't like this side of the fence too much. The grass is most certainly not greener on this side. But I suppose this is why I'm edgy on the romance department. Plus I haven't written in a few days (which I shall do tonight, permitting I feel like writing after killing myself for AP). Then there's always the fact that Mike and I have gotten into disagreements. And he keeps talking shit about me to everyone else. I'm not too keen to make up with him, I'm sure you can imagine.
There's the looming project for History that I have to type and write on my own because I have all the ability? Or maybe I trust only myself and nobody in my group decided to step up and take the burden from me. No, all 50 points will be on my shoulders and however horrible the grade turns out to be, will continue to lower my grade point average. I'm jumping up and down as I write this.
Consequently, things are okay. I've been hanging out and gotten a lot closer to the guys, MH and Jenn. Who knew so much basketball could spark so many good memories. And resurface so many more... Plus yearbook is getting very stressful with the amount of effort I need to put in; and the desire to be an editor next year. As of now, I'm thinking of barricading myself in my room, speaking to no one, abandoning my friends and just doing school work incessantly.
Hopefully things will start to fall together, as they often do when I feel low. Man, have I got it good.
My relationship was DJ ended dismally. Well, if you could call it a relationship; I only lasted a week until he decided to dump me. I've never been dumped before, and I really don't like this side of the fence too much. The grass is most certainly not greener on this side. But I suppose this is why I'm edgy on the romance department. Plus I haven't written in a few days (which I shall do tonight, permitting I feel like writing after killing myself for AP). Then there's always the fact that Mike and I have gotten into disagreements. And he keeps talking shit about me to everyone else. I'm not too keen to make up with him, I'm sure you can imagine.
There's the looming project for History that I have to type and write on my own because I have all the ability? Or maybe I trust only myself and nobody in my group decided to step up and take the burden from me. No, all 50 points will be on my shoulders and however horrible the grade turns out to be, will continue to lower my grade point average. I'm jumping up and down as I write this.
Consequently, things are okay. I've been hanging out and gotten a lot closer to the guys, MH and Jenn. Who knew so much basketball could spark so many good memories. And resurface so many more... Plus yearbook is getting very stressful with the amount of effort I need to put in; and the desire to be an editor next year. As of now, I'm thinking of barricading myself in my room, speaking to no one, abandoning my friends and just doing school work incessantly.
Hopefully things will start to fall together, as they often do when I feel low. Man, have I got it good.