"is it raining where you are? because it's raining with me...."
so i guess yesterday left off after writing about the day before so now i'll write about yesterday? it was allright. possibly the worst friday i've had in a long time though. band in the morning. graphic arts. i need to check for those pictures... and take some at the land trust for my calendar. i wonder if the random version of iphoto on the big computer will let me do a cutout... i'll have to go see in a minute with the one picture that i have so far.
mmmmmm then i set out for tech right after 3rd period ended and i guess the north avenue station's working pretty good. like it's a lot longer walk but i end up getting wherever i'm going faster cuz i dont ahve to wait for hte trolley or the stinger. so yeah i walked all the way to the student center and got my marta card for this month. then i went down to einstein bros which i think is one of my favorite food stores right now. so i ended up getting a bagel dog after talking to the dude for a second about them (he telling me the cheese one was really good, especially with mustard and ketchup and all. but i got a plain one) and it was actually really really really good. like much better than a hot dog or a corn dog even. if anyone out there likes hot dogs in any capacity you shoudl try a bagel dog. i mean and it's not a crappy nast dog like sometimes. it's like a quality beef dog. haha i'm going on and on about this for some reason i dont know why. the bagel type wrapping wrapped aroudn it was really really good too.
anyways so then was calculus and our teacher wasn't there so it was this dude named professor heil. like at the beginning of class i was turned around talking kind of low to danya behind me and then she starts looking forward and i turn around and realize that he's actually talking. like his voice is soo quiet in this way that's soo easy to ignore without trying and easy to go to sleep to. and we basically learned what we learned wednesday. so yeah it was kind of pointless cept for the bit of socializing that we can do without him getting mad. although when we started laughing he just kind of looked at us and was like guys pay attention with this weird expression. and he had one piece of chalk in his right hand to write with and another piece in his left hand just woven between three fingers just kind of hanging there. it was weird.
then after that i talked to steve and danya while they waited for the bus and then set off for the marta station and made my way to decatur where i was greeted by a running katherine which made me reallly really happy for a bit there. and some boring hanging around and then me, halley, matt, and kelin eventually made it to the nature preserve and walked through the trees a bit and decided we'd rather not go to the catwalk but that's where will was meeting us and he doesnt' like to go anywhere else. so we went there and sat soem and i started blowing my green apple bubbles again. a guy with a camera walked by after a while and it felt good to have someone walk by while i was blowing bubbles instead of smoking. there was another dude with a camera i think after will came. so after a lot of sitting i had to go home so that i could practice my flute before the courtyard cafe at my church.
so i did that and then the courtyard cafe. i talked to andrew a bit cuz he was the only one there my age but then he had to do the mixing so i went and sat down and ate soem chips and bread and stuff and listened to the band play and they were pretty good but none of their songs were very happy. mostly folk songs and bob dylan type stuff. yeah so i was kind of depressed because i couldn't do anything but that last night. and then they took a break and i talked to my dad and carolyn cook some and then i decided i was tired so we went home and then i tried to scan and send my calculus homework but it was being a bitch and i scanned it way too big or somethign and then it was trying to attach the things and it was almost done and then it timed out and i almost went over the edge but my dad came and was like i'll take care of it so i got ready for bed and then sent it when he was done and then wrote my lj and stuff. still kinda depressed and then something someone told me just before i finished made me feel kind of numb and so i ended my post and then something else happened and i started crying and beign really mad and talking to someone kind of helped but part of what i needed was just to sleep so i did and i'm still kind of in a funk over it. and now i know somethign that if i had known yesterday i wouldn't be sitting here feling like utter crap. i dont know what will make me happy again. hope it happens soon because i NEED today to be good because yesterday sucked so fucking hard.
"Falls Apart"
by Sugar Ray
She falls apart by herself
no one's there to talk or understand
feels the sting dries her eyes
finds herself opens the door and sighs
people see right through you
everyone who knew you well
falls apart, might as well
day is long and nothing is wasted
runaway, runaway
wanna hold on to you but you're going away
runaway, runaway
wanna hold you tomorrow but you're leaving today
you walk along by yourself
there's no sound nothing's changing
they've gone away left you there
emptiness is nothing you can share
all those words that hurt you
more than you will let it show
comes apart by yourself
all is well and everything's wasted
runaway, runaway
wanna hold on to you but you're going away
runaway, runaway
wanna hold you tomorrow but you're leaving today
sometimes I feel around
it scares me some I can't be down
all this time to be on my own
in is out to be again
this time will waste another friend
I know where they will know
where they'll runaway
she's falls apart no one there
hold her hand it seems to disappear
falls apart might as well
day is long and nothing is wasted
runaway, runaway
wanna hold on to you but you're going away
runaway, runaway
wanna hold you tomorrow but you're leaving today
runaway runaway
hold on to you but you're going away
but you're leaving today
but you're leaving today
the Ham
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CLEAN | SPONTANEOUS | LIGHT
Your style's goofy, innocent and feel-good. Perfect for parties and for the dads who chaperone them. You can actually get away with corny jokes, and I bet your sense of humor is a guilty pleasure for your friends. People of your type are often the most approachable and popular people in their circle. Your simple & silly good-naturedness is immediately recognizable, and it sets you apart in this sarcastic world.
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The Terrorism Test
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You scored higher than 24% on darkness
You scored higher than 51% on spontaneity
You scored higher than 11% on vulgarity
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mmmmmm then i set out for tech right after 3rd period ended and i guess the north avenue station's working pretty good. like it's a lot longer walk but i end up getting wherever i'm going faster cuz i dont ahve to wait for hte trolley or the stinger. so yeah i walked all the way to the student center and got my marta card for this month. then i went down to einstein bros which i think is one of my favorite food stores right now. so i ended up getting a bagel dog after talking to the dude for a second about them (he telling me the cheese one was really good, especially with mustard and ketchup and all. but i got a plain one) and it was actually really really really good. like much better than a hot dog or a corn dog even. if anyone out there likes hot dogs in any capacity you shoudl try a bagel dog. i mean and it's not a crappy nast dog like sometimes. it's like a quality beef dog. haha i'm going on and on about this for some reason i dont know why. the bagel type wrapping wrapped aroudn it was really really good too.
anyways so then was calculus and our teacher wasn't there so it was this dude named professor heil. like at the beginning of class i was turned around talking kind of low to danya behind me and then she starts looking forward and i turn around and realize that he's actually talking. like his voice is soo quiet in this way that's soo easy to ignore without trying and easy to go to sleep to. and we basically learned what we learned wednesday. so yeah it was kind of pointless cept for the bit of socializing that we can do without him getting mad. although when we started laughing he just kind of looked at us and was like guys pay attention with this weird expression. and he had one piece of chalk in his right hand to write with and another piece in his left hand just woven between three fingers just kind of hanging there. it was weird.
then after that i talked to steve and danya while they waited for the bus and then set off for the marta station and made my way to decatur where i was greeted by a running katherine which made me reallly really happy for a bit there. and some boring hanging around and then me, halley, matt, and kelin eventually made it to the nature preserve and walked through the trees a bit and decided we'd rather not go to the catwalk but that's where will was meeting us and he doesnt' like to go anywhere else. so we went there and sat soem and i started blowing my green apple bubbles again. a guy with a camera walked by after a while and it felt good to have someone walk by while i was blowing bubbles instead of smoking. there was another dude with a camera i think after will came. so after a lot of sitting i had to go home so that i could practice my flute before the courtyard cafe at my church.
so i did that and then the courtyard cafe. i talked to andrew a bit cuz he was the only one there my age but then he had to do the mixing so i went and sat down and ate soem chips and bread and stuff and listened to the band play and they were pretty good but none of their songs were very happy. mostly folk songs and bob dylan type stuff. yeah so i was kind of depressed because i couldn't do anything but that last night. and then they took a break and i talked to my dad and carolyn cook some and then i decided i was tired so we went home and then i tried to scan and send my calculus homework but it was being a bitch and i scanned it way too big or somethign and then it was trying to attach the things and it was almost done and then it timed out and i almost went over the edge but my dad came and was like i'll take care of it so i got ready for bed and then sent it when he was done and then wrote my lj and stuff. still kinda depressed and then something someone told me just before i finished made me feel kind of numb and so i ended my post and then something else happened and i started crying and beign really mad and talking to someone kind of helped but part of what i needed was just to sleep so i did and i'm still kind of in a funk over it. and now i know somethign that if i had known yesterday i wouldn't be sitting here feling like utter crap. i dont know what will make me happy again. hope it happens soon because i NEED today to be good because yesterday sucked so fucking hard.
"Falls Apart"
by Sugar Ray
She falls apart by herself
no one's there to talk or understand
feels the sting dries her eyes
finds herself opens the door and sighs
people see right through you
everyone who knew you well
falls apart, might as well
day is long and nothing is wasted
runaway, runaway
wanna hold on to you but you're going away
runaway, runaway
wanna hold you tomorrow but you're leaving today
you walk along by yourself
there's no sound nothing's changing
they've gone away left you there
emptiness is nothing you can share
all those words that hurt you
more than you will let it show
comes apart by yourself
all is well and everything's wasted
runaway, runaway
wanna hold on to you but you're going away
runaway, runaway
wanna hold you tomorrow but you're leaving today
sometimes I feel around
it scares me some I can't be down
all this time to be on my own
in is out to be again
this time will waste another friend
I know where they will know
where they'll runaway
she's falls apart no one there
hold her hand it seems to disappear
falls apart might as well
day is long and nothing is wasted
runaway, runaway
wanna hold on to you but you're going away
runaway, runaway
wanna hold you tomorrow but you're leaving today
runaway runaway
hold on to you but you're going away
but you're leaving today
but you're leaving today
the Ham
(38% dark, 50% spontaneous, 21% vulgar) your humor style:
CLEAN | SPONTANEOUS | LIGHT
Your style's goofy, innocent and feel-good. Perfect for parties and for the dads who chaperone them. You can actually get away with corny jokes, and I bet your sense of humor is a guilty pleasure for your friends. People of your type are often the most approachable and popular people in their circle. Your simple & silly good-naturedness is immediately recognizable, and it sets you apart in this sarcastic world.
PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Will Ferrell - Will Smith
The 3-Variable Funny Test!
- it rules -
If you're interested, try my latest:
The Terrorism Test
My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 24% on darkness
You scored higher than 51% on spontaneity
You scored higher than 11% on vulgarity
Link: The 3 Variable Funny Test written by jason_bateman on Ok Cupid