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[cei]

You know, this whole ordeal pisses me off. It doesn't upset me in the slightest. I haven't shed a tear, been angry about it, or anything. I don't even wish it never happened, because it had to happen anyway. It just pisses me off that one person thought they had the goddamn right to treat others like a piece of shit because that one person screwed

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[brokenxbabydoll]

You say, "If she didn't tell them to someone who could see straight through them, she'd tell them to some poor fool who'd believe and be hurt when the truth came knocking

[cei]

Man. The more I think about it, the more I really wish I had just turned around to everyone, at the group one day, and just blurted it all out. Maybe things would have been so different, then. Maybe you wouldn't be hurt. Others wouldn't be hurt. Damnit damnit damnit.

But at least it feels good, doesn't it? Saying these things, and getting them off one's chest? I can sympathise and empathise with you as much as possible, but it's not really enough. There's nothing to replace that sudden gaping hole that betrayal leaves behind when a 'friend' robs you of trust.

But hey. The rest of us are still here, aren't we? We don't lie.

[brokenxbabydoll]

That's lovely of you Yasmine.
I love you guys. I know you don't lie!!!

It does feel good. I'm glad it turned out this way. It feels good to get it off my chest, and like you said, there's no going back and im' glad.

[cei]

Good. I don't think we could go back, even if there was a want to. It's too far gone.

[brokenxbabydoll]

Exactly.
Plus it would be impossible for us to go back if she can't admit to lying.

[cei]

I concur. Hearts for Kero!

[brokenxbabydoll]

Hearts for Yasmine for having the balls to say what i'm pretty sure most of us were feeling.
And for cheering Kero up.
Kero speaks in third person.
And Kero also MUST study for her exam tomorrow...
So thank you, and good night. ^^

[cei]

:3 Cheering Kero up is in the name of very good things! Sleep well and study!