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the only phrase i can think of to describe how i felt this past week is mildy depressed. i haven't tried to be, but i've been so fucking bored and lonely and overworked. not to mention i was sick for the first time all year, so that brought me down too. and it was such a change from how deliriously happy i was at the end of the summer and when i was in bloomington. and it got me even more down because i felt like i couldn't talk to anyone about it. because no one has been around. and no one wants to hear that from me, because they don't ever. i ended up bitching to tracy on the phone the other day which only made me feel worse, and i didn't know what to do.
luckily that's all behind me, at least for right now. last night was perfect, and just what i needed. han called me and told me ashley reis was in town for fireworks and having a party. her step-brother and his friends were all there, as well as some of her friends from uk. katy, drew, and harvey also all showed up. from the minute i got there i had a fantastic time. ashley's friends are all so awesome you'd feel like you've been friends with them for years. we played an intense game of chandeliers, told corny jokes and funny personal stories, drunk dialed palmer and jessica, and just laughed for hours. as a result today was already 100 times better than any last week. and i made double in tips what i had been making all last week, which is what i'd been making early this summer, i'm sure as a result of my more cheerful self.
and even when i got in a shouting fight with jim at work tonight, i didn't let it effect me too much, and i called david on my break and he told me that just talking to me always makes things better when he's down. and thats awesome. i really really miss my friends in bloomington, but i'm just so at peace with everything right now its amazing.
a side note, the 40 year old virgin is the best movie ever made, and entourage and my super sweet 16 are the only shows i've been watching all week. pretty sweet.
luckily that's all behind me, at least for right now. last night was perfect, and just what i needed. han called me and told me ashley reis was in town for fireworks and having a party. her step-brother and his friends were all there, as well as some of her friends from uk. katy, drew, and harvey also all showed up. from the minute i got there i had a fantastic time. ashley's friends are all so awesome you'd feel like you've been friends with them for years. we played an intense game of chandeliers, told corny jokes and funny personal stories, drunk dialed palmer and jessica, and just laughed for hours. as a result today was already 100 times better than any last week. and i made double in tips what i had been making all last week, which is what i'd been making early this summer, i'm sure as a result of my more cheerful self.
and even when i got in a shouting fight with jim at work tonight, i didn't let it effect me too much, and i called david on my break and he told me that just talking to me always makes things better when he's down. and thats awesome. i really really miss my friends in bloomington, but i'm just so at peace with everything right now its amazing.
a side note, the 40 year old virgin is the best movie ever made, and entourage and my super sweet 16 are the only shows i've been watching all week. pretty sweet.