I will never know cause you will never show come on and love me now come on and love me now.

Aug 05, 2004 14:08

Music has to be the most theraputic stuff in the world.There isnt one song that you can't find that can fit your mood at the moment.The odd thing about me is that my musical collection is rather...mixed I guess you can say.Which is partially from my myriad of emotions at any one time.so a transition from the cardigans to nine inch nails is quite natural.

my blood wants to say hello to you
my feelings want to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
every little word is a lack of me
Ni

It's a beautiful thing.Well anyways I guess I should give a little backstory on my life recently.I've been workinga lot and I'm also prepping for the new semester.I kind of dont want to go back because I have learned so much being out the house and Ive learned so much.I'm a much better person than I've ever thought I am and I seriously need to stop downplaying myself.I've also been able to relieve a lot of past regrets recently which has opened me up to so many things now.
The perfect drug-Nine inch nails

"i am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes
are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned
i would like to speculate that god himself did make us into
corresponding shapes like puzzle pieces from the clay
and true, it may seem like a stretch, but its thoughts like this that
catch my troubled head when you're away and i am missing you to death
when you are out there on the road for several weeks of shows and when
you scan the radio, i hope this song will guide you home"
Such great heights-the postal service

I've also been able to shed some of my insecurities when it comes to girls and in a broad sense people.I've gotten some close bonds this summer and it is nice to have people I can start to confide in about my past and why I am the way I am at times.

Beautiful girl lovely dress
high school smiles oh yes
beautiful girl lovely dress
where she is now I can only guess
cause it's gone daddy gone
your love is gone
gone daddy gone
the love is gone away
gone daddy gone-The violent femmes

I went to a party yesterday and it was pretty cool.I actually got to meet sarah's boyfriend and the guy is uber funny.Then me in sarah had a nice conversation than went from predestination to the pyramids.It's been a while since we had one of those so it was quite awesome.Tonight I'm heading to robs to probably chill with the gang.Which is definitely good.

Donna ni yokuttatte
Shinji kirenai ne
Sonna toki datte
Soba ni iru kara
Kimi to iu hikari ga watashi o mitsukeru
Mayonaka ni
Hikari-Utada Hikaru

I love utada hikaru's music just as a look out for readers.Her english album is coming out and I definitely buying it.I guess I'm done for now.There is much to do and I feel like playing neverwinter before getting to it ^-^
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