4:07 ... late.
I feel like I am killing myself to try to pay for school. I started a new job as a writer for a manufacturing company in Terre Haute last night. The job itself isn't hard, and actually is rather enjoyable. However, I am having problems trying to fit it into my schedule.
Dammit. School was made so that you learn there and that is it. The rest of your time is spent on homework and killing yourself to get things done. Why? Why do I feel like I have to fill every tiny crease in my time with a smattering of work. I feel like I can't get it all done unless I work all the time, but then I crave rest.
Today I couldn't run. I just didn't have the time nor the energy for it. I don't know what is happening to my drive. It's dying quickly as I realize I'll never get a break. I need a break, I want a break. Breaks don't mean just time out of class, breaks mean no homework hanging over me. Dammit!
Thirty-four hours of work in two weeks on top of a school schedule that could make one's eyes cross.
Oh, and i really wish I could see my midterm grades, but my account is locked due to financial problems. What the fuck?
Dammit. School was made so that you learn there and that is it. The rest of your time is spent on homework and killing yourself to get things done. Why? Why do I feel like I have to fill every tiny crease in my time with a smattering of work. I feel like I can't get it all done unless I work all the time, but then I crave rest.
Today I couldn't run. I just didn't have the time nor the energy for it. I don't know what is happening to my drive. It's dying quickly as I realize I'll never get a break. I need a break, I want a break. Breaks don't mean just time out of class, breaks mean no homework hanging over me. Dammit!
Thirty-four hours of work in two weeks on top of a school schedule that could make one's eyes cross.
Oh, and i really wish I could see my midterm grades, but my account is locked due to financial problems. What the fuck?