Sep 29, 2010 00:24
With only 10-15 minutes left of September 28th... I'm going to do some reflecting.
Today marks my 20th birthday and I think it's only just hitting me now that I'm 20! T-The number sounds so big and intimidating! In no way do I think it sounds "old", 20 is indeed still only a child really. I definitely feel that way, I feel as though I am not ready to be an adult! I want to in a way, I want to be mature and all, but I feel there is a lot of my youth I have yet to explore.
20 years old... I feel like I've reached a stage where I need to become more mature! But at the same time I get the feeling that I still have so much of my youth that I have no lived out! I have begun experiencing some of those things, so I guess my resolution before 21 is to continue "living up my youth" so that I can check it off my list and continue growing up.
I've accomplished a lot the last couple of years. Most of that stuff will probably go into my "when I look back on 2010" really, because most of it happened this year, haha.
Mmm it feels like a big thing to have reached this point, I'm probably realising that a little too late, haha. Oh well... 20 is still young, I may just be a step or two behind.
A part of me feels like "finally, I'm 20" but at the same time I feel "Ah, I'm already 20?!"
Dear, dear, though I do need to be getting to sleep, class tomorrow!
Till next time everyone, thank you for all the gifts and well wishes!!!
Cee out.
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