and the devil'll drag you under
Woke up with a really nasty coughing fit to find the cast list for Guys and Dolls had been posted.
I didn't get Sarah.
To say I'm not disappointed would be a lie - I worked my ass off and gave a pretty good audition I thought - but I'm in no way surprised at the cast list.
Of course, now I get the lovely, stress inducing task of trying to decide if I want to try out for a Hot Box girl or not... aka a chorus girl who runs around in skimpy costumes which will likely cause me anxiety attacks. Gotta love body issues. Yes, I'm hitting the gym to slim down but I really doubt I'll be down enough to feel comfortable with that.
Maybe I'll just go the easy route and stick myself in the Salvation Army lot right off the bat and not do the dance audition.
I'm going to email the director later just to ask for some feedback on my audition - what to work on for next time and the likes - so maybe I'll ask just how skimpy the costumes will be (seeing as this is a church basement group).
Ugh. Caitlin. Still making yourself crazy about this already! January 2nd is a loooong way off.
I didn't get Sarah.
To say I'm not disappointed would be a lie - I worked my ass off and gave a pretty good audition I thought - but I'm in no way surprised at the cast list.
Of course, now I get the lovely, stress inducing task of trying to decide if I want to try out for a Hot Box girl or not... aka a chorus girl who runs around in skimpy costumes which will likely cause me anxiety attacks. Gotta love body issues. Yes, I'm hitting the gym to slim down but I really doubt I'll be down enough to feel comfortable with that.
Maybe I'll just go the easy route and stick myself in the Salvation Army lot right off the bat and not do the dance audition.
I'm going to email the director later just to ask for some feedback on my audition - what to work on for next time and the likes - so maybe I'll ask just how skimpy the costumes will be (seeing as this is a church basement group).
Ugh. Caitlin. Still making yourself crazy about this already! January 2nd is a loooong way off.