10 days till my birthday <3
sorry its been so long that i havent written in here. but a lot has happened since my last update. i have been fucking up in school again its nothing suprising. ive been having a bunch of fun lately with ralfy. we have been talking a lot more and everything really has calmed down. it seems like were getting more closer again =] i cant complain about that. lol i just started to smoke weed. how lovely. and most of the time i usually get high with him and laugh so hard till i cry. i actually love getting high with him. its like soo greattt. i laugh and laugh till it hurts and i cant take no more and then i just cry and cry and cry. yesterday we took a bunch of TGIF pictures. there on his myspace <33 how nice =] i bought him his christmas GIFTS today. i cant wait till they all come and i get to wrap them up and bring them to him. My birthday is coming up. i will finally be 17 years old. butt im still young =] .. im still young skinny and pretty... so bitches hate =) cause i know you do. hahahaha. i have a project to do but i really dont feel like doing it because of course im distracted by ralfy. he told me about something funny that came in the mail today and he wants to use it. hahaha =] i cant waittttttttttt. my mommy got an abercrombie and fitch card today =] .. i still didnt get him back and its been a whole month. but i told u that i wouldnt give up and i never did and never will. he is sooooo cute. he cut all his facial hair off :pouts: he looks soo naked... mmm i wish he was right now.. oh the things i would do to him. :wink wink: i just realized that when im typing about something here that i end up going on about him. he gets me so distracted i cant help it =[ i wish i can have him right now. just in my arms laughing. i miss those days. but he told me ill have them soon. soo when they come i cant FUCKING WAIT! excuse the language but i got a little toooooo excited. im home bored on a saturday night. aw well =\ shit happens. but im talking to him soo who really cares right? anyways.... im going shopping in a few days and i cant wait. im gonna like empty the stores. i have a credit card in my hand right now debating if i should buy him this one thing or not. lol i probably will =] OF COURSE i will. he said he couldnt buy me anythign for christmas, which means that he cant buy me nothing for my birthday either because its 2 days apart. =( .. its fine. i dont care and i dont mind. i didnt want anything from him but his LOVE <33. he said he is going to spend christmas and my birhtday with me. what fucking great presents. thats all the presents i need. and his kisses are more presents. how awesome. im gonna be on a roll. =] anyways thats enough im tired. sooo peace out cub scout =] and guess what I LOVE YOU <3