Randomly thinking.....

[ceedafunk]

For those who have read any of my entries on AA you can probably notice that I often do this a lot. I love thinking about how things are going to be or how they turn out. Its my all expense paid vacation where I can take off to paradise, leaving behind the heavy luggage and the long lines. As I step off the private jet, I inhaled a dose of the slaty and pleasant smell of the ocean breeze and exhaled the poisonous subtances held deep within my soul. In the taxi I felt rejuvenated and new. The taxi driver was driving at incredible speed and reminded me of how quickly Im growing up and learning new things. Astonished that the hotel was empty and hearing the mellow, sweet, revitalizing voice of Lauryn Hill on the hotel intercom, fills my ears with joy and warmth. Suddenly Im in a long hallway, lined with doors and glanced at my keys and saw in big bold red letters "YOU CHOOSE". I started to walk and and every door was labeled a topic. One of them in particular was Drop out, and out of curiosity I checked it out. The room was pretty bland, they had no cable, for bathrobes they had aprons, but the kitchen had a grill and it was fully stocked with hamburger patties and buns. The room reeked with that 2nd hand car smell and without a doubt I had to get out of there asap. I walked a bit more and stopped in front of Degree Holder and again out of curiosity I checked it out. As I walked in, the room was marvelous. It was fully decorated with a monochromatic scheme. It had luxurious cashmere throws and with 600 count spread. The room smelled delightful, like Italian hand stitched leather seats of a brand new Mercedes Benz. All the amenities were very avant-garde and the closet filled with double breast Yves St. Laurent suits and alligator boots. I picked up the rooms brochure and saw complimentary 6 figure yearly income or more. Right away, I said this was the perfect room for me...... Then waking up and snapping back to reality. I enjoy thinking about these kind of things. Its as close as you can get from being god, adding anything you want, remove things you hate, having your love, family, friends within arms reach. Kind of impossible to have all at once but nothing is really "impossible". It would be nice if I succeed but no one, I mean no one knows where those potholes are. Its not just an easy, smooth ride along the yellow brick road. Even if I fail and its not there physically, I know that I tried my best and didnt lose without a battle. I can always use my imagination to take me there.

In play:
Cold Play- Yellow
Floetry- Say Yes
Miseducation Of Lauryn Hill
Elephunk
Justin Timberlake- Take It From Here
Goo Goo Dolls- Iris
Michelle Branch- Its You