Oct 28, 2005 18:13
Gosh-dangit! Who's a girl gotta screw to get a tutu in this city?
No, seriously, it's IMPOSSIBLE to find one. I'm going crazy. I'm improvising for tonight, tomorrow, hopefully, I'll be able to find something better. Between rehearsal advising, observing adolescents, and R&J, if there are tickets left.
All I wanna do is dance, tonight, really.
I'm making my decisions as best as I can, with forethought a-plenty. Talk does not equal action. Once the novelty wears off, I'm sure I'll get back to what most consider normal, but really, it's just cuz I didn't get a chance to do this at 16. I'm not sure this is a stage of growth that I could just skip over or try to avoid, and still behave like some semblance of a healthy, confident, self-assured adult.
But when I say thank you for your concern, really, I mean it. Thank you. It means a lot to me.