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[ceddiebear]

My heart hurts deep. I need to forget. I don't feel good today... The knife I suffered with is too deep now that the knife stabbed my body through. I am not perfect, I am not the person who always has a sunshine. I often feel bad now... the rain kepps pouring and pouring inside me. I can;t help but cry away all my tears. I am a terrible person to a friend of mine... I deserve being hated. I deserve being tortured... I am a terrible person... I've been pissed off lately. I was such an ass before, but after what happened on your birthday, it really blew me off when I'm now trying to be honest to you. Terrible me... I am so terrible.... Blame me now, because I am such a terrible person... I could have known... Being Emotionally unstable is what I am. I can't think straight, I can't do anything right...

whatever I am, I am a terrible person. I am not perfect. I can make mistakes... But I am terrible. *cries off, and knives start throwing her on her back*